I'm just so sick of this. So sick of you.


today's the first. the first of many.
the first brings many memories.


u happy with this now? lol


If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.


so tired.. zzzz
eyeballs feel like they're about to pop out =.=
anyway
TRAILER!!! :D
ARGH!!! there's
KAME
HIROKI
OGURI
TEPPEI
!!!!!!!!
totally a movie worth watching!!!
kyaaaa~
lol XD




went to get a haircut today! LOL
now my ponytail is as short and stumpy like some chickentail.
haha :D
but the customer service in the salon was really good :D
they offered cups of tea, helped u arranged ur belongings which you put on the dressing table before you etc etc. freaking cool xD

anway! pics spam
lol :D

drew THESE on the band room floor when juniors were having band
haha :D
wondered what was their reaction when they found out xD




i wish money would grow on trees and fall from the skies. But i know its impossible as me having the willpower to start studying 24/7.

went back to see juniors in band today. it was one of my happiest days so far. lol
didnt know how much i missed it till i went back to see what i had lost.
i miss the old days where we would chiong to band together and play our clars till they shoo-ed us out of school long after band had ended

i miss setting up our clars together, grabbing our files, chopping seats, talking crap, listening to the conductor, falling asleep, sitting up straight, playing together, perfecting our tone, bonding with the section, walking home together after band....
there are a million other things i miss. a million memories i have made that will never happen again.

i hate all of this. i hate the stress of studying hard, and the worry that comes along when i dont, the constant feeling of sadness of losing someone who really mattered to you. just.. everything now
bleah i wanna go back to last year, when everything was just fine and all of us were happy
you arent as happy there as u were here right?

but among everything i have lost, i have miraculously gained precious things too.

blah this is such a random post. will post pics soon. lotsa stuff to post but somehow too lazy
lol

anyway, the Jaebum thing is growing big
bloody fucking netizens.
i suppose they hate him so much they had to dig out some tiny little thing he said TWO years ago and blow it up now

isnt that like digging up one tiny little class test a few years ago which your classmate failed and brandish it in front of her face and say she's so stupid and she'll never pass her o' levels?
this is crap.

now the netizen is apologising for ruining jaebum's career.
like that'll help
i hope 2PM's fans hunt her down and force her to commit suicide or something
its so sad isnt it? to spend so much of your time and effort trying to ruin someone elses life just cus urs is so lousy it aint worth living.

am i still waiting for you?

MEIYEN
Dunman Band
Clarinet :D
251293 (:


Love my family, friends and yong <33
I adore Super Junior especially LEE TEUKIE~
and people with attitude problems and who expects everyone to sacrifice for them disgust me
&& i hope i get <10 point for L1R5!