today was pretty.. sucky. u could say that.
argh anyway, i just have to say this.

you never bother to step out of your comfort zone even for your friends. maybe for the ones you idolise, yes. but never your friends. always went with you even if i was unwilling, just cus u wanted something, no matter how small. okay maybe you could say it's my choice, you didnt force me to. but hey, you're my friend okay, of cus i dont wanna leave u alone. but just a simple request and u just ditched me like that. it hurts. but you never see it cus u never have thought about how your words hurt people. just think about it. little things help. doesnt matter if it isn't a major thing or something really artistic. it comes from the heart and people feel it.

it's not who you people think i'm referring to.

blah blah. abit pissed today cus i was so anxious like shit for the audition and he postponed it. wtf mann...

maybe if i didnt give my all to people then it wouldn't hurt so much.