MEIYEN

Date: Friday, August 28, 2009

11:23 PM

had a horrible nightmare which had me up at 4plus this morning. bloody shit
should have known that the was a sign that today was going to be crap
and it did. my day went well at first then nearly the end of it, it felt like someone tugged a rug from under me.
feel like i've lost my balance and im disoriented, confused and falling.
whether i'll reach the ground with a bruised body or uninjured self doesnt depend on me.

bloody fucking bosses
hate those crap fuckers who think they own others.
hah i wanna give it a go at ruining ur oh-so-perfect life
doesnt mean ur life is fucked up u can go around ruining others
yeah well now im on my own
gotta make sacrifices but i'll still cover for myself first.
this feels like deja vu. somehow
its like i've always imagined this happening, like in my mind, then when it happens it feels so surreal
its gone just when i was getting used to it
holy crap
yeah well screw you cus im gonna get my life back

okay i've gotta stop rambling i sound like a psycho
anyway am halfway through 'Zastrozzi' and i thought it was pretty good
you know the old english and everything
when i skipped till the end.
hah! only one of the main character is left alive
well she killed her one true love AS WELL AS her love rival.
dammn funny, just when he confessed his true undying devotion for him she stuffed poision down his throat.
not going to continue reading it.

am addicted to crime fiction though
Cody Mcfadyen, Brian Freeman, Jonathan Nasaw etc
they're good :D real good xD

its freezing in school nowadays.
they have air con on at full blast all the time. gosh
anyway, i sat with melanie for the past few days and while im annoying the hell outta her by treating her like a walking textbook, she is distracting me by bugging me every few seconds. LOL
totally cant sit together haha :D

anyway went to eat with shiying on wed at.. yep :D
was kinda quiet cus the ... in question was... blah
sworn to the oath of secrecy LOL :D
anyway
as we walked to the bus stop after that somehow cus of some imagination snap shot i had i laughed till i cried. haha :D
damn cute sia :D

and there's no school on TUESDAY!!
whoopeee!!~
may go out with her again xD

so now its hougang

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Date: Tuesday, August 25, 2009

10:24 PM

sigh feeling so tired these days... zzz
night study just ended and well... it wasnt THAT bad. just chionged about 5 essays in two hours. lol

melanie told me this damn LOL thing today

melanie: actually, im abit scared. im not used to playing piano in front of so many people
me: but you played piano in front of me already what
melanie: ya la. but ur like... my pillow what. do i mind playing to my pillow??

haha damn cute sia she =D
anyway i cannot wait for tomorrow!!~
gosh i hope there arent any last minute fuck-ups. *crosses fingers*

today i made a fool out myself in the coffeeshop. i drank some soup i bought and the soup was bland
so i screwed up my face in distaste and hurriedly put down the spoon
and just nice, the stall owner whom i bought the soup from was looking at me =.=
i was so freaking embarrassed!! argh. he called me up and asked me if i thought the soup wasnt nice. omggg
its like i was insulting the person in their face. gosh.

anyway rantings away im just going to try survive this week..
cya(:

PS* omgg ms chin!!!
PS** oh gosh why the need to sleep so early??

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Date: Monday, August 24, 2009

5:59 PM

today got back 5 results out of 8. sighhh
they were pretty crappy i admit :(
got a freaking 69 for chem. DAMN.
it's the highest i've gotten for that subject so far, but still... one mark. bleah
only thing which made me happy was e-maths and even THAT had freaking lotsa careless mistakes >:-(
i guess im only worried for bio now and how will my physics ever improve?! i dont know T.T
gotta start chionging i guess. put my life back on track.
must be motivated! i really reaally wanna go MJC. wake up call... :(

anyway they're going to be night study on tuesday and thursday.. zzz oh mannn
then i think there's going to be another study on friday too. noooo :(
i really hope i dont regret not re-taking chinese. should i?!

cant wait for wednesday. yes wednesday. lol

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Date: Saturday, August 22, 2009

11:39 PM

argh melanie says that fans actually do have super junior's hp no. and can sms them stuff like 'good luck!' before performances and the members wont mind! argh!! i wanna do that too~ sighh...

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8:43 PM

ahh havent been posting in quite awhile but yeahh
these days have been passing real quickly and life post prelims is heaven ^^

a day before prelims ended, was supposed to go out with yong cus school ended early.
but yeah surprise surprise i had english o level orals. wtf =.=

i was the ninth person so i had to wait like 2 bloody hours before my turn... zzz
it was so freaking cold and boring that i didnt even the energy

yup. was not that bad. although im worried i'd screw it up in some freaking way...
anyway went out after that to hougang and went to the park and his house etc etc.
by the time i reached home it was past 8 so it was lucky my parents werent home cus it was still 'exam time' =.=

yeah and the next day was thursday which was the last day of prelims!^^
think i screwed up bio cus i was so busy anticipating the end of the exam. lol :D
went to bugis with melanie after that xD

we shopped for like 3 hours for a little stuff for the career day the next day
encountered this super psycho guy in bugis street who was literally begging me and whined the whole time to me to buy the bag.
it was ex.. so yeah melanie kept asking me not to buy the bag but i was literally going to jellify in front of him when lijin, joelynn and alex came into the shop.
haha :D those girls saved me my 50 bucks ^^

watched a super impromptu 'where got ghost' movie with melanie
to us we were kinda freaked out by it. LOL cus of the granny suddenly popping out of nowhere and stuff. hehe xD

went to look for bags after that and went home. spent nearly a hundred bucks.
boohoo there goes my allowance :(
anyway the day was well spent :D
love going out with melanie mann :D my BFF~ loool <33

next day was career guidance day so dressed up and went to school
the guys looked cool in their suits esp joshua. LOL xD
had talks from JCs and TP.
i dunno whether i wanna go which one :(
but def not TJ most prob MJ lol :D

after that went out for bubbletea and movie with wenshee, megan etc etc
watched 'Orphan' it was not that scary but it was pretty good :D
the plot of unexpected and the girl who acted as Esther was great
damn psycho. LOL xD

met my sis after that for dinner AND another movie. haha :D
wanted to watch the proposal but the seating was crap so watched 'The Proposal' instead
it was good!~ freaking hilarious :D
should watch it if ur looking for some predictable love comedy. heh :D

and today... just slacked the whole day away at home... had tuition for 2 hours then backing to nua-ing. lool :D
nth to do and thats just how i love it :D
it feels so weird not studying and not feeling guilty.
hell yeah :D
but next week... sigh chiong again. sian

anyway im really looking forward to next week!
haha
gonna eat at NM with shiying again~ whee~ she cant wait too^^ haha
I'm so glad we didn't drift apart when we parted ways. We became closer than ever and we seem to be talking more than ever. more than 6 months have passed since you graduated but there seems to be no difference. feel that our friendship have grown even stronger :D
those late night sms and online chatting where we would talk about everything. yeah those make everything worthwhile :D i guess only you know every single little detail about my life and crg. haha :D i know we will always stay BBFs. you and me :DD

okay random paragraphs. but yeah have tons to say but i think it'll just get zzz to others. LOL :D
yeah well going to watch dramas. whee~^^

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Date: Monday, August 10, 2009

5:43 PM

Shiying’s back!! Whee~
Haha :D
And my blogger’s all fucked up. Everytime I try to access they page goes all weird. Buttons missing etc.. sigh
Am feeling super guilty now. Everybody’s chionging like mad and here I am  jiaying’s chionging 9hours a day and I barely do half of it.
This week’s gonna be one hell of a week and I hope that I survive it. Boohoo T.T

Wont be updating till like weekends… so yeah(:
Anyway a quiz from shiying’s blog. Think I’ve done it before…? Not very sure xD

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 15 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?

Hug. (huh? I’ll ask for a hug if someone ask me how it is? Lol)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Brand New Breeze [ehh? Does it mean ‘something different’? lol cus I have found my something different :D]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Lala’s lullaby [yup. Feel like sleeping lots and lots =.=]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Let’s Not [wow. Not to do anything?]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

So Hot [what the =.= don’t wanna perspire all the time tyvm]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

My Love, Just Come Back [if all my friends think this way I’d be running in the opposite direction -.-]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

You Raise Me Up [LOL. Yeah literally raise me up. Haha :D]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Tell Me [asking people questions? Lol]

WHAT IS 2+2?

Insomnia [yeah I’d stay up all night thinking bt this qn =.=]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Love Game [haha meaning my best friend’s a super flirt? Lool]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

All The Love In The World [the most suitable answer so far :D]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Happy Together [I hope my life would continue to be like that xD]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

It’s You [ehhh..]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Betterman [hahahha. Yeah he’s the best guy xD]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Beautiful – Eminem [eh?]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Mirotic [HUH? Okay…. I’ll ask dbsk to dance :DD]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Marry U [=.= wouldn’t it be more suitable for the previous qn..]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

I Want Luv [hmmm…]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Here Without You [what? Meaning they are always late? LOL]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Angela [knowing someone called angela? hahaha ]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Right Now Na Na Na [noooo I do NOT wanna die now. Far too happy :D]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Gotta Be Somebody [hmmm maybe a chance to be better at something..]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Nothing At All [looool yeah I can laugh something out of nothing xD]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Dead At Heart [hahhaa yeah if my heart dies…]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Gives You Hell [ehhh? Im not really anti-marriage…]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Wouldn’t It Be Nice [Cadbury?]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Imagine Me Without You [hmm interesting..]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Lollipop [erm….? ]

Tagged!

Everyone who's reading this :D

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Date:

11:41 AM

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
oops i know this post is one day late. but yeah well
watched NDP from home yesterday
argh wish i went!!:(
the 8 22pm was cool and everyone stood up to say the pledge~
nvm next year :D

ah well. anyway. i cant believe such a bitch exists. okay maybe bitch is too... extreme. ahaha
definitely not jerk. Jerk's for guys.
hmmmm that person is like a borderline guy/ girl. so.... its a Freak.
yeah Freak. i hope he rots in hell. those freaks are the worst kinda people.
they lack the courage to say it face to face, so one click of the phone they think the problem is solved
yeah right. like i said, no ballsxz man. seriously
it makes me want to laugh. so ridiculous.
feel like rubbing it back into ur face. like who was the one to 'confessed' first? now u end it with a few lines. hah.
fucking coward. u think this world revolves u freak and ur freakishness eh.
i may not see both sides of the situation but i dont give a fuck
its my friend and im always there for friends, no matter whether they're right or wrong.
fuck you loser. u dont know what u've just lost.

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Date: Saturday, August 8, 2009

10:49 PM

blog's dead.
yeah well im here to revive it~
plenty of stuffs happening these days...
hmmmm where should i start?

okay yesterday.
skipped school cus i was damn sian. finally woke up at 10 plus cus of shiying's sms then chiong-ed off to fetch her:D
everytime she comes my house she in 'cheese palace' heheh. cute sia~
then...
went to have lunch with her at Nihon Mura. damn shuang sia. zi high like siao~ [with a good reason to xD good job!~]
haha then we went to the tampines library, wa siao eh. halfway there it rained =.=
so we chiong-ed like siao to the lib then super embarrassing! ugh. damn the umbrella.
so yeah, studied with her in lib and wrote this super long essay-like convo. haha :D
then went off to tmart for D.

had nth much to do today too. went to tmart again and during that time sms-ed a whole pile of nonsense to melanie
sighh... shiying went to m'sia. will miss her T.T
now nobody to ramble on to. sighh :(

ah well. gotta chiong geog anyway.... bleah. cya (:

of all the king of jerks, wow. He's the biggest one.

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