Live For Sugar

2011-02-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

oh my god. its been AGES since ive been here. and after rereading those posts that i wrote... it sounds LAME. YES IT DOES. gawd i sounded so childish, and hopeful. lmao. hopeful for the future and happy days ahead.. kinda got all that squashed outta me.

well. UPDATE

i love my band friends, and zhiqian of course! theyre the ones who made, still making, my jc life more bearable, the growing period really fun. all that stuff.

i really want to post a story on wattpad. yeah i really do! i gotta think of some ideas though. think think think!

maybe i shall do a paranormal one. i had been working on this small little scene about tyki mikk like a million years ago,but time to revive those dried up creative juices!

well tata!

2010-04-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

i think there's no one reading my blog anymore.

ah well. its all good. at least i can rant here in peace teehee

its like all of a sudden, i have this urge to blog. why? dunno.

guess when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

that means me. me typing all these nonsense when there is a chemistry test and a thousand and one tutorials waiting for me.

hey somehow the idea of no one reading this is abit disconcerting.. hmm

like im typing for naught even though ... yeah its a diary?

haha yea yea rule 1 of the internet : nothing's ever private so forget about writing a personal journal cos maybe a terrorist might someday stumble upon this mundane little URL and use it to threaten me or whatever. lmao

im spouting crap

i never blog anymore. why? cos im too busy thats why.

but im the kind who has the 'IM VERY BUSY YET IM VERY UNPRODUCTIVE' disease

sigh....

and tmr will be sheer nightmare i tell you. confirm guarantee chop!

cos cos cos cos

MEIYEN WILL BE CONDUCTING CHRYSTAL FREAKING LESSON

gahhhhhh

that meiyen who has stage fright

the girl who cringes at the thought of public speaking

that idiot who would not be able to pay attention in lectures tmr cos she would be too freaking nervous to do anything else except think think think

of impending doom. like the prisoner laying his head on the execution board, waiting for the guillotine to fall....

ok this is making me waaaay to guilty. gonna study chem now. buh bye :D

ooh i hear my cat calling~

2010-03-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

havent been posting for a long long time.

cant be bothered too anyway.

there's so much going on; i have no life outside JC :(

zzz

thank goodness march hols is here, but but... there's econs lecture tmr and some REACH thing after that

SIAN to the max

there are no 'holidays' in jc. just days where they give u half the lessons than usual but pile u up with homework. what's the difference?

life's a bitch

2010-02-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

the most awesome sayings are always those which ring true

Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in ur life

Trying To Forget Someone You've Loved Is Like Trying To Remember Someone You've Never Met♥

The important thing is to not be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past & recognize that every day won't be sunny. & when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember that it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, & those stars lead you back home. ♥

i pushed you away because i knew that if you stayed, i could never turn you down. you are the most beautiful and most terrible thing that's ever happened to me, and you will always have my heart♥

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together. Justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on. ♥

just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying, even though she acts like nothing is wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Sometimes-you-forgive-people-simply-because-you-still-want-them-in-ur-life/292515750147?ref=nf&v=wall#!/pages/Sometimes-you-forgive-people-simply-because-you-still-want-them-in-ur-life/292515750147?v=app_2373072738&ref=nf

maybe its time to admit that i do miss josh

2010-02-08T18:22:00.001+08:00

I WANNA JOIN SQAUSH!!!!

2010-02-07T17:17:00.003+08:00

pics from orientation! :D

im not emoing la. i was breaking huiling's hairband into pieces :D

ordered T8 pic~ whee:D

2010-02-07T16:44:00.006+08:00

i havent been posting in a veryy long time. zzz

time flies when school starts. lol

wellll, orientation was awesome :DD haha

seriously.

wont go into the details to bore u guys but some highlights tho xD

went outta school on tues! ran around s'pore like crazy asses to orchard, sengkang, hougang and dhoby ghaut lol :D

became DAMN red like lobster. okayy la not so kua zhang but still quite sunburnt.

finale night was waayy cool too

in the day we had like this game COV Clash Of the Vikings.

haha damn fun, esp the ppl throwing water bombs, atho ppl like me the 'boundary' we kena-ed thrown at xD

went home to shower with Jana (its Yana for everyone who dunno. lol)

the perf at night were okay, but the time after that was awesome. heehee

the bazillion pictures, the pizza, the OOOOO, the screaming and the highness :DD

but yeah, after that. school started D:

sigh yeah reality.

every single teacher has the same catch phrase: This subject is going to be tought and demanding so u must put in consistent work. Its not going to be like secondary school anymore you know. 'A's dont come each. You must put in higher order thinking'...

blah blah

i feel like T.T

sigh what to do. want $$ mah :(

went for a few lectures.

first few was ok. the only one which actually REALLY started is chem.

sigh ya chem.

ok i must stop hating the sciences if not i'll die. zzz

oh yes! cca trials. i hope they dont put me back into band!

hey i love band ok. but i wanna try something new.

i reaally hope i get into sqaush omg! :DD

it looks damn fun hehe.

ah well. my class isnt so bad. the guys are LOL and huiling zhiqian and jana are cute! *pinch cheeks* haha jkjk

went outta school that day watched '14 blades'

damn tired but didnt sleep. $6 50 lei. lol

its like, somehow doesnt make sense

just like bodyguards n assassins etc, nearly everybody died =.=

wuzun's accent damn funneh.

in this whole china accent thing suddenly came out this chirpy taiwan one. LOL

i've gotten to like FB! :D haha its ok la. i used to find it =.= but now, everyone in my class is like FB FB so ok lor.

OMG and i super love blogshopping!!! xD

its awesome mann

thank god i got alex with bank account to buy stuff for me *pats her head* xD

went shopping with melanie on friday AND saturday. sat my sis came too

spending money is awesome :DDDD

retail therapy with melanie~ missed those days mann :(

and school's a money sucker. zzz

random: he's awesome :DD

hahha see melanie enjoying her sushi :D nihon mura~

the cheesecake at fucking expensive gloria jeans. nearly killed us

movie tix at ehub! :D left zhiqian right huiling

the fucking best steak! argh. 38 bucks =.= but its really good :DD

see pawprints left by my cat? she reluctantly stepped on water xD

and the yummiest cake ever:D dont underestimate pandan ok!

i'll buy new skinnies on 13th march. better keep my wallet closed.

2010-02-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

blah blah

the proportion of girls to guys in Triton 8 is roughly 1:5

=.=

the uniform is giving me a headache... zzz

its getting annoying when u repeat the same bloody thing everyday

2010-01-30T12:44:00.005+08:00

its been ages since i last blogged.

days are quite busy now. next week's orientation(: im curious to see who's in my CG lol :D

so far meridian's not bad.

its near my house :D

the OGLs are fun and zi high

and the environment's not bad

but judging from what seniors and teachers say,

its a place for serious mugging gahhhh

im taking PCME with h1 phy but i havent encountered anyone who's taking tht combi except erm,

shiying's friend, the bass clar gal. lol :D she v. cute~

there's alot of dmn ppl in mjc sia. but alot of AHS, TKGS etc too

yesterday was kinda 'pre-orientation' day

we learnt the mass dance until =.=

tired zzzz

sigh i will miss my AG!! especially.....

oh and up till now, i only how to go to 2 toilets there. haha lousy sense of direction xD

am thinking of joining squash, but... see cca orientation first la. lol

I TRIED RC PRESTIGE YSTD!!!

omggg its freaking cool :D [except the stupid extra key on the side lol]

the tone is like super awesome!! the thought of playing that is tempting me to join band again

aiya but nvm la. SYF next year. zzz

dont think i can handle the drama again and that.. yeah.

anyway, i think this is the last weekend, ok maybe the second last weekend to slack

next week orientation and cca

then the week after, lessons T.T

sometimes i think making new friends are tiring.

its like 'hi whats your name?' etc

then after following the standard template of questions the.. awkward.

lol but the people in my AG v cute haha :D

try to update soon! cya xD

things'll be perfect if they allowed it. come wednesday, it'll make or break. but even though if it doesnt work out like we wanted, i'll be always here for you.

2010-01-21T20:25:00.009+08:00

havent posted anything for loong time. zzz kinda sian to blog about anything.

anyway! some random pics of the cat. lol

bloody fucking neighbour has the freaking balls to complain =.= what a bitch

cleared out my room last weekend

gonna get new furniture!! yay~ :D :D

i found this huge pile of soft toys that i didnt want

buy sigh... a few i dont wish to throw away :(

(my room's still a complete mess actually. too lazy to pack =.=)

random pics lol

hmmm shiying came over to do jigsaw last friday

went to whitesands and eat. (its always subway xD)

honey mustard~ xD

went back to my house and she was freaking obsessed with the cat!

haha she kept petting it and tickling it and spent long time playing with it xD

then she took tons of vids and kept curling the tail LOL

anw we took a freakingg long time to get the border of the jigsaw done. argh i think there r some pieces missing T.T

and its diff to find pieces which coordinate and fit together T.T

so after FOUR hours. we accomplished THIS:

haha its kinda little but im proud of it! LOL

hope can come over to do more!! xD

sigh we promised to go cycle and play badminton and rollerblade but got no time T.T

oh yes. went out with melanie on monday to watch The Spy Next Door and Daybreakers.

hmm TSND was pretty hilarious but DB was disappointing :(

all goriness and storyline is =.= no proper ending too. zzzz

like all horror movies i supposed. zzz

lol when we watched finished TSND then we came out and promptly bought another ticket for DB on impulse. haha

tues i went to pluck teeth =.=

actually its only the injection that's pain lor. then after that my mouth when numb

the blood was... eww

i tasted it for the whole night. bleeding only stopped when i woke up. hehe

but there's a prob eating! T.T

but im solving it

i look like a complete retard eating =.=

went shopping with wenshee on thurs!

bought lotsa stuff. haha well quite some la

like a dress, belt :D, shorts and accessories etc

but shopping IS really very tiring. in the end our legs were like =.= ouch lol

i freaking love the earrings!

oh yes and wenshee's xmas pressie :D so pretty~

ahem the amount of newspaper she used =.=

love this! :D

and today! went swimming with melanie at jurong east. sigh altho some rides were closed:(

but had fun xD heh

all the eye candy~ the zac efron lookalike, the float borrower etc :DD

ahaha and she wants to go swimming on monday again.

ah well.. shud enjoy the last of hols :(

2010-01-12T01:01:00.002+08:00

this week im gonna:

-Buy Jinting a Milo Mcflurry

-Watch The Fourth Kind with Melanie

-Invite Shiying over on Friday for Jigsaw

thats how well today went :D

Overall my L1R5 was 8 :DD

i think it was totally unexpected. especially the A1 beside my combined humans gave me a shock.

ah well the agonizing wait is over~

now going to choose JC! forget about poly. lol xD

my parents happiness over my results were totally worth it and they brought me to eat this super super nice meal! argh. $200 ++ mannn

anyway i unwrapped the presents from wenshee and guess the mountain of wrapping paper =.=

pics next time! too tired zzzz

2010-01-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

went to see SP today. not bad. i think all polys look the same. like the structure of it all etc

the things different are the courses only. haha

i think SP has the best course for Banking and Finance i suppose.

i dunno what to choose i guess

gotta wait for dreaded monday to come and go =.=

jc is just like an extension of sec school. i confirm will go poly if its 2 years but 3 :(

then its like no matter what must go uni so T.T

blah blah

should just enjoy my last few days of 'freedom'

promised jinting i would treat her ice cream if i was happy with my results xD

i would be more than happy to part with my money if that comes true

2010-01-09T13:55:00.003+08:00

ah yes. the pictures melanie's dying for me to post

SO COOL!! lol took it at NP at the psychology booth there :D

couldnt resist it xD

damn i want my dad's camera but too bad the model only comes in black T.T

i freaking love the quality. sighh

2010-01-09T13:32:00.006+08:00

Random pic of cat feeling bored. lol

wonder what'ss happen if i pull its whiskers? xD jk

went to TP with melanie ystd. well it was okay. although i carried around the huge goodie bag for AGES before melanie's dad took it home. lol

the school's huge. (yeah. which poly i've seen isnt?)

went to watch Did You Hear About The Morgans after that.

damn funny altho critics say it isnt that good. ah well

melanie had another accident bringing food into the cinema =.= sigh sigh

i think next time should eat before we watch a movie.

went to eat yoshinoya after that and she go order some 'Beef Soup' cus she hated miso soup and guess what? it was sauce. lol

so she wasted like 50 cents for something that her teriyaki chicken was already coated in

ahem ahem

so she promised never to step inside thr ever again xD

See. This is Melanie the clumsy picky and half deaf Retard xD

somehow this makes me look freaking retarded =.=

Wanna buy jacket=.= but this crazy price sigh :'(

the jacket in question

wanted to make the Flintstone hair but failed. lol

act cute xD

the sadist who wanted to poke my eyes out

see. proof she plays with her food. in public.

i dunno why the cashier gave me this =.=

the mess in question

ditto

2010-01-07T10:54:00.005+08:00

im going ngee ann poly open house today!

lol just to check it out cus melanie said that the business school was good. so yeah :D

MELANIE U BETTER BRING THE BOOK! xD

anyway, two days ago...

i just took the first neoprint i had in like 2 years! haha

its like looking back, i cant believe i spent so much money on them =.= but its damn fun~

yesterday had gone out with shiying :D

went to watch sherlock holmes.

watching it again i understood it more and its hilarious. i think people were wondering why i kept laughing at everything =.=

Dr Watson is just so sacarstic. lol

JUDE LAW IS HOT!!! argh lol

now i know what josh was talking about xD

pic!

HOT! xD

anyway after the movie we went to have lunch at food court. yummy~ =.=

haha

then we discussed all the pros and cons of hawkers ahem ahem and she told me damn LOL stuff about her class

'please wash ur ass!'

went to toys'r'us to look for her hula hoop xD

spent the whole time taking balls out and throwing them everywhere :DD

I WANNA PLAY THE GAME OF LIFE AND CLUEDO!

lol i bet nobody believes i havent played any of those before.

in the end the hoops were right at the front of the store but we went right to the back. lol

popular next! look for my book dont have =.=

saw damn alot of students and once again im reminded that i dont have to go to school xD

i NEARLY bought some 'Ripley book of facts'

its damn nice ok! :D

no book =.= so T1!

haha went to sasa and made a huge ass of myself.=.= DAMN

the salesgirl was hovering around and asking me to try mascara so i was like fine. just try

in the end try to use tissue wipe off.

PANDA. gahhhh

looks so toot and embarassing so i walked around the store with my right eye covered until the salesgirl brought make up remover=.=

went to Times to look for book but i knocked down some small display shelf. gosh

why am i accident-prone?!

so find find no book so tailed some jap couple out xD

went to the Disney shop!!!

haha we finally found SOMETHING we were looking for! :DD

JIGSAW!!

lol we've both been playing jigsaw with each other online for like 4 years?

but never the real thing. haha

so we bought it and she's gonna come over next week so we can piece it~ wheee~ took damn lot of pics of it. xD

the plastic bag! lol v cute :D

2010-01-04T23:14:00.004+08:00

It's 2010!

and i cant be bothered to blog much. i've been doing nothing these days.

dunno where my holidays went D;

next week is results day. omggg :S

sigh better enjoy this week properly then xD

its damn shuang thinking that today is the FIRST day of school. haha

i woke up at 11 and it felt that the whole world was busy at work while i took my time eating brunch :DD

at this time for the last decade (wow it sounds like such a looong time although it doesnt feel it) i would be wrapping books, thinking of what to stuff into my bag (even tho all the things i bring are not required =.=) and forcing myself to sleep early.

sleeping past 12 for the whole of these holidays. gosh wonder what would happen when sch re-opens.

ahh well. growing up growing up.

anyway. im going back to Dunman tmr! whoopee~

im glad i graduated tho. all the best teachers and mrs neo are leaving T.T

tragedy

Dunman's the best :D

went to celeb birthdays (both melanie and i), our 4th anni, xmas and new year on the last day of last year.

the day felt so short T.T

we tried heels on like mad. (it was fun) and melanie bought her gladiators while i bought my first ever pair of ahem shoes. *cough cough* but i'll never regret it. they're awesome :D

we went to suntec first and spent our time choosing shoes shoes and more shoes

then lunch at Just Noodles. lol the funny waiter. ah well

its sad that people made fun of him.

chionged to somerset and looked at stuff, shopped around. realised we were late for our movie =.=

chionged back to century

Sherlock Holmes was... confusing. lol i didnt understand what they were saying bt i got a gist of it, I think.

I'm glad we survived this four years. You've been awesome, clumsy, hilarious, annoying, retarded, deaf, speech impaired, but most of all, u've been, and still are, my BFF :D

i picked up this stray cat from my house downstairs. lol

damn cute. but my parents condition : not allowed inside the house

the fleas and germs you know.

but we feed it and it sleeps on our mat outside. haha

its a damn fat cat. dunno why lei. arents strays supposed to be thin and starving??

and this cat is damn picky 'bout food too =.=

regardless... pics! xD

oh yes! Shiying! stay well hor :D

tmr is IMPT day xD

dont get sick last min ok (:

looking forward to Wednesday. hope nothing crops up BBF xD

2009-12-25T15:24:00.002+08:00

wheeee~
IM FINALLY SIXTEEN!!!
hahah. lol to some its actually no big deal. but after months of watching everyone turning 16 and happily skipping off to nc16 movies while i cringe everytime the cashier at movie counters squint at my dob, im pretty glad. lol
especially to gv. bully me. hmph.

ahh today was nothing much when i woke up. same ol' day. but daddy mummy did give me presents and i got tons of birthday wishes.
lol the earliest one was from shiying which she sent like a week before my birthday and following that was josh. haha
many thanks to those who wished me, and those on forums who didnt even know me at all. haha
especially melanie dear gal who sent me 9 broken sms-es. haha. the pal who stuck with me thru all these 4 years xD

i wanna go to the expo electronics fair lei... sigh. headphone :(
daddy wants to go malaysia this sat. damn :(
may be starting new job next week.. so yeah. gotta tie up loose ends with my old one.

hmmm this year end waaay too fast. sigh gonna miss everyone and everything
BIG HUG and KISSES to beloved clar sections for the presents. sighhhh
band... T.T

shall treat myself this today by watching dramas. lol cya xD

2009-12-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

omg. christmas shopping is a holy terror.

i just wish people would tell me what they want. its so much easier. actually that only applies to close friends if not im gna be broke. sighh...

ahh its so boring nowadays. work work. then after that rack my brains thinking of presents. blah

shiying shiying.... gone to egypt :( sigh. COME BACK SOON. gahhh damn boring here mann :((

im drama hopping once again. gokusen 3. then now papa no musume no nanokakan. sigh i dunno why its just feels damn sian

2009-12-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

havent updated since o levels.

gahh

im tooo lazy to upload.

chionging through dramas on weekends and working my butt off on weekdays.. sigh tired tired

dont feel like uploading pictures. gotta connect my phone to the com and transfer blah blah. sian

hmmm lets see. once upon a time long long ago. aiya ok it was a few weeks ago.

went to ION with mel cus she wanted to eat her ahem, sushi.

walked walked. then blah. she realised no buffet so had to go aaaall the way back to paya lebar to have lunch. lol

she's damn toot. *poke poke*

so we spent like 6 hours doing nothing but walking around =.=

anyway went to australia for like a week plus bought lotsa stuff. saw lotsa stuff. not in the mood to post anything up tho.

hate the weather there. its cold and dry =.= my skin was cracking like shit and i fell sick when i came back

lol

but the people there are... nice :D ahem

met up with shiying not long after. wanted to celeb our birthdays then chunhong dumb dumb followed too

ate at manhanttan fish market. its cheap! 10 bucks for this shitload of fish n chips plus soup and drink :D

wanted to get my birthday pressie but there was nothing

so we went to get cakes :D

shiying wanted the mouse cake with the 'cute sharp nose' LOL

but i think the cashier deliberately misunderstood and gave the fugly squashed up ones haha

walked damn long to the bustop with her after that. ran for the bus =.=

broke my shoe AGAIN. damn

i always get the worst luck with my fucking shoes. sigh

i've been chionging dramas ALOT. lol i finished 'you're beautiful' in a few days

ITS MOTHER FREAKING AWESOME I TELL U

then there was 'Baby and I' damn cute movie

both had Jang Geun Suk :D serious hottie. a rare korean with no plastic surgery xD

then there was 'Koizora' nice but muthafucking sad. cried like shit.

finished 'Gokusen 2' as well. hotties :D

now watching 'Beethoven Virus'

ah well its not bad. Jang Geun Suk FTW~ xD

now its work work and work. ah well. the $$ worth it :D

next week gna visit dmn with shiying to collect stuff

see my lovely juniors~ argh i miss playing clar :(

cya~ xD

2009-10-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

I'm just so sick of this. So sick of you.

2009-10-01T18:43:00.001+08:00

today's the first. the first of many.
the first brings many memories.

2009-09-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

u happy with this now? lol

2009-09-11T00:52:00.001+08:00

If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.

2009-09-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

so tired.. zzzz
eyeballs feel like they're about to pop out =.=
anyway
TRAILER!!! :D
ARGH!!! there's
KAME
HIROKI
OGURI
TEPPEI
!!!!!!!!
totally a movie worth watching!!!
kyaaaa~
lol XD

2009-09-11T00:11:00.007+08:00

went to get a haircut today! LOL
now my ponytail is as short and stumpy like some chickentail.
haha :D
but the customer service in the salon was really good :D
they offered cups of tea, helped u arranged ur belongings which you put on the dressing table before you etc etc. freaking cool xD

anway! pics spam
lol :D

drew THESE on the band room floor when juniors were having band
haha :D
wondered what was their reaction when they found out xD

Coffeeshop for lunch today! LOL

damn cute sia she :D

like some old married couple. hehe ;D

spastic xD

HAPPY FAMILY =P

retard girl. lol :D

lynn-o~

at airport. her FAVE expression. haha xD

imagine eating 90% dark choc....

CANDY EMPIRE~ xD

LOL. if she finds out i took this im dead. hehe :D

SUNPLAZA PARK sometime ago. ahem

kinda long time ago. just wanted to post his toot face for fun. heh =P

AND TODAY! LOL self-timed camera. haha xD

sigh... guess what ...

anyway

this damn coincidental thing happened

went for morning lessons yesterdat

shiying sms-ed me about gokusen's new release in dec. LOL and a few mins later amanda sms-ed me the same thing

LOL

i wanna watch!!! ARGH so many ppl inside~

gosh

shall post trailer xD

2009-09-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

i wish money would grow on trees and fall from the skies. But i know its impossible as me having the willpower to start studying 24/7.

went back to see juniors in band today. it was one of my happiest days so far. lol
didnt know how much i missed it till i went back to see what i had lost.
i miss the old days where we would chiong to band together and play our clars till they shoo-ed us out of school long after band had ended

i miss setting up our clars together, grabbing our files, chopping seats, talking crap, listening to the conductor, falling asleep, sitting up straight, playing together, perfecting our tone, bonding with the section, walking home together after band....
there are a million other things i miss. a million memories i have made that will never happen again.

i hate all of this. i hate the stress of studying hard, and the worry that comes along when i dont, the constant feeling of sadness of losing someone who really mattered to you. just.. everything now
bleah i wanna go back to last year, when everything was just fine and all of us were happy
you arent as happy there as u were here right?

but among everything i have lost, i have miraculously gained precious things too.

blah this is such a random post. will post pics soon. lotsa stuff to post but somehow too lazy
lol

anyway, the Jaebum thing is growing big
bloody fucking netizens.
i suppose they hate him so much they had to dig out some tiny little thing he said TWO years ago and blow it up now

isnt that like digging up one tiny little class test a few years ago which your classmate failed and brandish it in front of her face and say she's so stupid and she'll never pass her o' levels?
this is crap.

now the netizen is apologising for ruining jaebum's career.
like that'll help
i hope 2PM's fans hunt her down and force her to commit suicide or something
its so sad isnt it? to spend so much of your time and effort trying to ruin someone elses life just cus urs is so lousy it aint worth living.

am i still waiting for you?

2009-09-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

bleah now's the september hols. yeah really doesnt feel like it. gosh =.=
school everyday. sigh but at least helps me take my mind off stuff. lol
gotta love my friends. especially for these few weeks. without them i would have fallen to pieces. :D
melanie; the person who has been through the worst of my mood swings and never fails me make me feel better (:
shiying; the only one who knows every single minute detail of what happened and is always there when i need to talk crap (:
amanda; been there since primary school, gives really great 'therapy' advice. lol :D
josh; far away, yet makes me laugh all the time. makes me feel happy everytime he starts talking. lol :D

anyway. gotta chiong alot alot alot. argh. last 40 or so more days!~

2009-08-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

had a horrible nightmare which had me up at 4plus this morning. bloody shit
should have known that the was a sign that today was going to be crap
and it did. my day went well at first then nearly the end of it, it felt like someone tugged a rug from under me.
feel like i've lost my balance and im disoriented, confused and falling.
whether i'll reach the ground with a bruised body or uninjured self doesnt depend on me.

bloody fucking bosses
hate those crap fuckers who think they own others.
hah i wanna give it a go at ruining ur oh-so-perfect life
doesnt mean ur life is fucked up u can go around ruining others
yeah well now im on my own
gotta make sacrifices but i'll still cover for myself first.
this feels like deja vu. somehow
its like i've always imagined this happening, like in my mind, then when it happens it feels so surreal
its gone just when i was getting used to it
holy crap
yeah well screw you cus im gonna get my life back

okay i've gotta stop rambling i sound like a psycho
anyway am halfway through 'Zastrozzi' and i thought it was pretty good
you know the old english and everything
when i skipped till the end.
hah! only one of the main character is left alive
well she killed her one true love AS WELL AS her love rival.
dammn funny, just when he confessed his true undying devotion for him she stuffed poision down his throat.
not going to continue reading it.

am addicted to crime fiction though
Cody Mcfadyen, Brian Freeman, Jonathan Nasaw etc
they're good :D real good xD

its freezing in school nowadays.
they have air con on at full blast all the time. gosh
anyway, i sat with melanie for the past few days and while im annoying the hell outta her by treating her like a walking textbook, she is distracting me by bugging me every few seconds. LOL
totally cant sit together haha :D

anyway went to eat with shiying on wed at.. yep :D
was kinda quiet cus the ... in question was... blah
sworn to the oath of secrecy LOL :D
anyway
as we walked to the bus stop after that somehow cus of some imagination snap shot i had i laughed till i cried. haha :D
damn cute sia :D

and there's no school on TUESDAY!!
whoopeee!!~
may go out with her again xD

so now its hougang

2009-08-25T22:24:00.001+08:00

sigh feeling so tired these days... zzz
night study just ended and well... it wasnt THAT bad. just chionged about 5 essays in two hours. lol

melanie told me this damn LOL thing today

melanie: actually, im abit scared. im not used to playing piano in front of so many people
me: but you played piano in front of me already what
melanie: ya la. but ur like... my pillow what. do i mind playing to my pillow??

haha damn cute sia she =D
anyway i cannot wait for tomorrow!!~
gosh i hope there arent any last minute fuck-ups. *crosses fingers*

today i made a fool out myself in the coffeeshop. i drank some soup i bought and the soup was bland
so i screwed up my face in distaste and hurriedly put down the spoon
and just nice, the stall owner whom i bought the soup from was looking at me =.=
i was so freaking embarrassed!! argh. he called me up and asked me if i thought the soup wasnt nice. omggg
its like i was insulting the person in their face. gosh.

anyway rantings away im just going to try survive this week..
cya(:

PS* omgg ms chin!!!
PS** oh gosh why the need to sleep so early??

2009-08-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

today got back 5 results out of 8. sighhh
they were pretty crappy i admit :(
got a freaking 69 for chem. DAMN.
it's the highest i've gotten for that subject so far, but still... one mark. bleah
only thing which made me happy was e-maths and even THAT had freaking lotsa careless mistakes >:-(
i guess im only worried for bio now and how will my physics ever improve?! i dont know T.T
gotta start chionging i guess. put my life back on track.
must be motivated! i really reaally wanna go MJC. wake up call... :(

anyway they're going to be night study on tuesday and thursday.. zzz oh mannn
then i think there's going to be another study on friday too. noooo :(
i really hope i dont regret not re-taking chinese. should i?!

cant wait for wednesday. yes wednesday. lol

2009-08-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

argh melanie says that fans actually do have super junior's hp no. and can sms them stuff like 'good luck!' before performances and the members wont mind! argh!! i wanna do that too~ sighh...

2009-08-22T20:43:00.001+08:00

ahh havent been posting in quite awhile but yeahh
these days have been passing real quickly and life post prelims is heaven ^^

a day before prelims ended, was supposed to go out with yong cus school ended early.
but yeah surprise surprise i had english o level orals. wtf =.=

i was the ninth person so i had to wait like 2 bloody hours before my turn... zzz
it was so freaking cold and boring that i didnt even the energy

yup. was not that bad. although im worried i'd screw it up in some freaking way...
anyway went out after that to hougang and went to the park and his house etc etc.
by the time i reached home it was past 8 so it was lucky my parents werent home cus it was still 'exam time' =.=

yeah and the next day was thursday which was the last day of prelims!^^
think i screwed up bio cus i was so busy anticipating the end of the exam. lol :D
went to bugis with melanie after that xD

we shopped for like 3 hours for a little stuff for the career day the next day
encountered this super psycho guy in bugis street who was literally begging me and whined the whole time to me to buy the bag.
it was ex.. so yeah melanie kept asking me not to buy the bag but i was literally going to jellify in front of him when lijin, joelynn and alex came into the shop.
haha :D those girls saved me my 50 bucks ^^

watched a super impromptu 'where got ghost' movie with melanie
to us we were kinda freaked out by it. LOL cus of the granny suddenly popping out of nowhere and stuff. hehe xD

went to look for bags after that and went home. spent nearly a hundred bucks.
boohoo there goes my allowance :(
anyway the day was well spent :D
love going out with melanie mann :D my BFF~ loool <33

next day was career guidance day so dressed up and went to school
the guys looked cool in their suits esp joshua. LOL xD
had talks from JCs and TP.
i dunno whether i wanna go which one :(
but def not TJ most prob MJ lol :D

after that went out for bubbletea and movie with wenshee, megan etc etc
watched 'Orphan' it was not that scary but it was pretty good :D
the plot of unexpected and the girl who acted as Esther was great
damn psycho. LOL xD

met my sis after that for dinner AND another movie. haha :D
wanted to watch the proposal but the seating was crap so watched 'The Proposal' instead
it was good!~ freaking hilarious :D
should watch it if ur looking for some predictable love comedy. heh :D

and today... just slacked the whole day away at home... had tuition for 2 hours then backing to nua-ing. lool :D
nth to do and thats just how i love it :D
it feels so weird not studying and not feeling guilty.
hell yeah :D
but next week... sigh chiong again. sian

anyway im really looking forward to next week!
haha
gonna eat at NM with shiying again~ whee~ she cant wait too^^ haha
I'm so glad we didn't drift apart when we parted ways. We became closer than ever and we seem to be talking more than ever. more than 6 months have passed since you graduated but there seems to be no difference. feel that our friendship have grown even stronger :D
those late night sms and online chatting where we would talk about everything. yeah those make everything worthwhile :D i guess only you know every single little detail about my life and crg. haha :D i know we will always stay BBFs. you and me :DD

okay random paragraphs. but yeah have tons to say but i think it'll just get zzz to others. LOL :D
yeah well going to watch dramas. whee~^^

2009-08-10T17:43:00.001+08:00

Shiying’s back!! Whee~
Haha :D
And my blogger’s all fucked up. Everytime I try to access they page goes all weird. Buttons missing etc.. sigh
Am feeling super guilty now. Everybody’s chionging like mad and here I am  jiaying’s chionging 9hours a day and I barely do half of it.
This week’s gonna be one hell of a week and I hope that I survive it. Boohoo T.T

Wont be updating till like weekends… so yeah(:
Anyway a quiz from shiying’s blog. Think I’ve done it before…? Not very sure xD

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 15 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?

Hug. (huh? I’ll ask for a hug if someone ask me how it is? Lol)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Brand New Breeze [ehh? Does it mean ‘something different’? lol cus I have found my something different :D]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Lala’s lullaby [yup. Feel like sleeping lots and lots =.=]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Let’s Not [wow. Not to do anything?]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

So Hot [what the =.= don’t wanna perspire all the time tyvm]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

My Love, Just Come Back [if all my friends think this way I’d be running in the opposite direction -.-]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

You Raise Me Up [LOL. Yeah literally raise me up. Haha :D]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Tell Me [asking people questions? Lol]

WHAT IS 2+2?

Insomnia [yeah I’d stay up all night thinking bt this qn =.=]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Love Game [haha meaning my best friend’s a super flirt? Lool]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

All The Love In The World [the most suitable answer so far :D]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Happy Together [I hope my life would continue to be like that xD]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

It’s You [ehhh..]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Betterman [hahahha. Yeah he’s the best guy xD]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Beautiful – Eminem [eh?]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Mirotic [HUH? Okay…. I’ll ask dbsk to dance :DD]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Marry U [=.= wouldn’t it be more suitable for the previous qn..]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

I Want Luv [hmmm…]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Here Without You [what? Meaning they are always late? LOL]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Angela [knowing someone called angela? hahaha ]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Right Now Na Na Na [noooo I do NOT wanna die now. Far too happy :D]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Gotta Be Somebody [hmmm maybe a chance to be better at something..]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Nothing At All [looool yeah I can laugh something out of nothing xD]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Dead At Heart [hahhaa yeah if my heart dies…]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Gives You Hell [ehhh? Im not really anti-marriage…]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Wouldn’t It Be Nice [Cadbury?]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Imagine Me Without You [hmm interesting..]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Lollipop [erm….? ]

Tagged!

Everyone who's reading this :D

2009-08-10T11:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
oops i know this post is one day late. but yeah well
watched NDP from home yesterday
argh wish i went!!:(
the 8 22pm was cool and everyone stood up to say the pledge~
nvm next year :D

ah well. anyway. i cant believe such a bitch exists. okay maybe bitch is too... extreme. ahaha
definitely not jerk. Jerk's for guys.
hmmmm that person is like a borderline guy/ girl. so.... its a Freak.
yeah Freak. i hope he rots in hell. those freaks are the worst kinda people.
they lack the courage to say it face to face, so one click of the phone they think the problem is solved
yeah right. like i said, no ballsxz man. seriously
it makes me want to laugh. so ridiculous.
feel like rubbing it back into ur face. like who was the one to 'confessed' first? now u end it with a few lines. hah.
fucking coward. u think this world revolves u freak and ur freakishness eh.
i may not see both sides of the situation but i dont give a fuck
its my friend and im always there for friends, no matter whether they're right or wrong.
fuck you loser. u dont know what u've just lost.

2009-08-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

blog's dead.
yeah well im here to revive it~
plenty of stuffs happening these days...
hmmmm where should i start?

okay yesterday.
skipped school cus i was damn sian. finally woke up at 10 plus cus of shiying's sms then chiong-ed off to fetch her:D
everytime she comes my house she in 'cheese palace' heheh. cute sia~
then...
went to have lunch with her at Nihon Mura. damn shuang sia. zi high like siao~ [with a good reason to xD good job!~]
haha then we went to the tampines library, wa siao eh. halfway there it rained =.=
so we chiong-ed like siao to the lib then super embarrassing! ugh. damn the umbrella.
so yeah, studied with her in lib and wrote this super long essay-like convo. haha :D
then went off to tmart for D.

had nth much to do today too. went to tmart again and during that time sms-ed a whole pile of nonsense to melanie
sighh... shiying went to m'sia. will miss her T.T
now nobody to ramble on to. sighh :(

ah well. gotta chiong geog anyway.... bleah. cya (:

of all the king of jerks, wow. He's the biggest one.

2009-07-21T18:25:00.006+08:00

today was hilarious. dunno why i couldnt stop laughing at him. guess he deserved it. LOL
this old cleaner in the coffeeshop where yuquan, alex and i went to today. unbelievable.
when he was clearing the plates, he banged the plates and asked alex rudely to 'siam!'
wtf =.=
and he collected yuquan's cup which was still 1/3 full. like wth??
but we couldnt stop laughing anyway xD

gosh and tomorrow's Chinese Listening Comprehension. O levels. bleah
and i owe ms ong a paragraph on Mystery, which i supposed im gna get a scolding for tomorrow...
sigh
sciences night study on thursday. PURE TORTURE. oh gosh and then ENGLISH night study on friday. shoot me

and the only one who can make it all better is gone. sighhh until friday i suppose. perhaps even saturday :(
this week: roller coaster ride
mostly just going steeply upwards on monday then from then on... down and down... =.=

2009-07-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

ahhh... its finally friday at last xD can sleep in tmr. yay^^
this week has been, hmmm really tiring but very happy in some way :D
had no night study today so that's a plus point(:

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY XUANHONG!!! lol was supposed to wish him ystd but i didnt use com..
went to watch HARRY POTTER today!!!! it was pretty good. i mean the actors, graphics and effects. but in terms of content... hmm a lil lacking. lol
but yeah, pretty worth my eight bucks. lucky it wasnt ten bucks thanks to jerome's card. haha :D
all 10 of us went, and this was supposed to be xuanhong's birthday treat xD
sighh, actually people in the movie were pretty old. i couldnt see anyone 16. all of them looked over twenty xD
ah well, tom felton (draco malfoy) was freakking hot :D and the 'suit' he wore made him look even more so :DDD
and the guy who acted as cormac mclaggen (quidditch guy who had a crush on hermione) looked nice as well(:
the book protrayed him as big, sluggish and whatnot, but he look pretty good in fact xD

oh yes, before that had english oral. went before noel so i was second. it was.. okay i guess(:
hearing from people who did their oral on the other days, ours were relatively easy compared to theirs. diff words were only: saboteur and maybe cowardice too? ah well
but i think i made a fool out of myself for the convo.
GRRRR
my words sounded so ridiculous to me that it was no wonder that the teachers chuckled. LOL
ahh wont say it here. gna make me sound like a bimbo x)
lets say it was just rainbows, grand aunts, arranged marraiges and some vulgar tattooing. boo

anyway, today went to have super late dinner after the movie(:
broke my Friday rule, ah but who cares. no school tmr...
thankyouverymuch deannetan for accompanying me on thursday for dinner :D really appreciate it cus i know u wanted to go with ur boyf too(:
first time i laughed till i cried and it was cus of some stupid cleaner and the 'bronchi' soup LOL
everybody who hasnt gone to eat chicken rice with me is raring to go to the coffeeshop. haha
irresistable. no, that. not THAT. deanne, its plump and balding! haha xD

btw. love my BBF loads :D
LOL
i love our heart to heart talks, rare as they may be xD
yeah sigh cus of our busy schedules, but yeah well. we havent drifted apart and for that imma really grateful xD
and next time im gna bring u see crg again ;D and i wanna see NMG!!~ haha :D
but i still you, my BFF too (: LOL

ahh finally
SUPER JUNIOR IS STARTING THEIR SUPER SHOW TODAY!!!! 17 july!!!!
GOOD LUCK!!! i know they'll make a wonderful performance and i hope tons of ppl will go support suju oppas :D
sighh... the tix are cheap but they're nt coming to SG!!! why??!! T.T
haiz

2009-07-15T22:07:00.004+08:00

went to have lunch with neowenshee after a DAMN long time. and it was like the best lunch XD haha
it was chicken rice, the neowenshee stalkervid, milk bubble tea, goodbyes and everything else that made me super LOL
it was damn cute and i swear i have never stayed so long in a coffeeshop before xD
waiting for alex... then she finally arrived after EONS with two hamsters in tow. ROFL
and what crg did made wenshee change her opinion drastically.. ahh crg is the best xD
of all the egoistic and self centred people in the world i get to have the humble and nice one xD ah well.

anyway had this super LOL convo with shiying :D
about our coffeeshops and nihom mura.
yep shiying!!~ will always trust ur eyesight mann xD
she hasnt seen crg properly the first time, sooooo will make sure she sees everything next time down to the tiny lil' pores. LMAO

school has been... bearable these days. i wake up to get to school and live to hear the school bell signalling the end of the day. haha :D
but sadly, melanie's opinion is rock bottom. sighhh
okay this doesnt make sense and this post is rambling LOL xD
gotta do a maths..zzz

2009-07-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

It's stupid when Singapore only imports 'Sorry Sorry Version C' a few months after it's release in Korea and it's even worse when bookstores don't stock enough so that it's sold out in a matter of days. Gosh.

Today was kinda hectic cus i was rushing my work for practically the whole day and plans were cancelled etc. Sigghh

I haven't finished my A-maths which is most probably due tomorrow -.- and it's only 11 pm and im feeling sleepy already. wtf
ah well I've gone back to listening to Chris Daughtry's songs again xD they're nice and i like the lyrics. lol xD
lucky shiying's online to help me keep awake if not i'll be dozing off. bleah.
priority 101: search for sorry sorry version c
i need it for a bloody birthday pressie dammit. grr

the only thing keeping me afloat now is the thought of tomorrow.

Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running,a long, long time ago.

2009-07-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

There's still alot to be done. Maybe stuff planned for tomorrow will have to be postponed. Sighh...
Didn't get Shiying's present today. It's sold out everywhere! Why??!! Argh, hope they restock soon! =D
Went for bio and english lessons today. It was pretty okay, except that I was falling asleep. lol
so entertained myself by reading stuff Melanie lent me. haha =D
And, she plonked a can of tuna that she meant to give me on the table, right out in the open =.=
oh well. I have nothing to complain today except for the sheer amount of homework I'm struggling to complete. I love days when I get to have my meals feeling happy - practically everyday.
Ah well, this post once again, is short. And crappy.
I'm really looking forward to next week! HARRY POTTER AND THE HBP!
and i see someone that I really should'nt be talking to. Bleah

2009-07-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

whee~ now's already past midnight in korea. lol
i've been frying my brains out with a maths and physics. bleah
anyway!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL!!!!!!
lol now he's the same age as teukie! LOL

aand it's only a week or less to Harry Potter!! argh i cant wait!! haha xD

2009-07-08T17:35:00.002+08:00

free lunch! whee~
school's a bitch. tons of homework and nothing much happening. now i know how a goldfish in a tank feels.
ah well. prelims in a few weeks. gotta sprint for this last lap(:

2009-07-06T16:24:00.002+08:00

SAVED MYSELF 50 CENTS~ <33
:DDD
how i love rainy days~

2009-07-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

yesss i did it!! LOL melanie u can see it on tuesday:D haha wasnt as bad as i thought la(:
these days i have been sleeping non stop.. zzzz
ah well. but i've done more work than i ever have in the hols. LOL

i miss my dramas T.T
haiz i have left many dramas hanging in mid air.
like 1 litre of tears, ganbatte ikimasshoi, d.gray-man (that was EONS ago), a moment to rememeber, a walk to remember, mnet scandal and blah. i just have only 2 parts or more to finish watching it yet im soo lazy~

and i have this sudden weird craving for rollercoasters. blah. i really wanna go try the super scary ones!!! ARGH!!
lol. okay im going insane. hmm.
oh yes and i have this new fave color. lol its mulberry red~
i have no idea why im saying this though. lol okay random. bleah. cya~ xD

2009-07-04T14:31:00.002+08:00

heya. nth much these days.
ah well. its school school and more school. but prelims coming soon and o levels too.
must study hard!!!! :D
ah well.
i think im happy everyday. LOL xD
today went to school for bio practical. hmmm. didnt do much. just fooled around cus i made a mess of the experiment xD
aft tt went to tmart to buy stuff. heh xD

wanted to go buy shiying's pressie today, but no time T.T
got a huge pile of hwk to do.. siggghhh
bought the super junior version c cd!! very nice
and and and 'Fireflies' by ariel lin is reaaally good. must go listen to it!! :D

there's a hokkaido food fair in TM!!! i wanna go!!!!
well i did go, but then no $$.. T.T
gosh the jap ppl selling stuff there damn cool. i wanna hear them speaking~ haha
there's this guy who was learning to speak eng but couldnt so he kept saying 'Cashia~' instead of cashier. LOL cute sia xD
the takoyaki, the desserts!! look v nice :DD
heh. but now TM got this super fishy smell when u first step into it. LOL

anyway gotta go do bio now~ cya(:

2009-07-01T22:20:00.004+08:00

never knew how much i missed your presence till the day we stopped talking as much as before.
your nonsense, your crap, your laugh, your comments, your voice and the way you talk. everything.
well almost all of it is gone now. its my fault cus i had to choose and i sacrificed you. im sorry.

2009-07-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY TEUKIE!!!!~
(or its 26 years if we count it here)

ahhhh~ today first july is teukie's birthday :D
feel damn happy :D
wondering wat suju is gna prepare for him xD

2009-06-28T20:12:00.001+08:00

bleah. school bloody starts tmr while anglican and tkgs gets 3 more weeks off. wtf
i feel like im dragging my feet to execution
haiz. this is depressing

this holidays have been fun!~
haha altho only got a week off but ah well. the three weeks of make up school feels like a million years ago. LOL :D
got shopping done too :D

but i will miss my com. i can only use it for half hour everyday now.. sigh
new timetable out. bleah. dont feel like school at ALL
sighh....

2009-06-22T18:44:00.004+08:00

today went to the s'pore flyer!!!
whee~
it was totally worth it mann.
its like paying 10 bucks for a wonderful view and a whole capsule to ourselves!!
YAY^^

while others paid like 40 bucks and share the capsule with 6 or more people
LOL :D
will posts pics later. heh xD
super fun. view of s'pore is so beautiful~ heh xD
it's the best when u reach the peak of the wheel. lol

aish today walked super suuuper long too.
so tired.
first walked to the flyer, then after sitting on the flyer v exhausted, but got kinda lost looking for toilet so walked two whole rounds again lol
then we had to walk back to esplanade to make lib card for ws and then went to roof terrace. v sian alr

suddenly ws was like 'hey carrefour got some book sale!'
LOL
then we like some kiasu aunties and rushed to carrefour in suntec
bloody long walk =.=
reached there, NO SALE T.T
then i had to go home soon so we walked back to mrt.
why the way soo long??

super tired.
so we entertained ourselves by laughing at random ppl
haha i couldnt stop laughing when ws pointed tt toot toot guy and his girlfriend out. he walked like some duck. hehe
ROFLMAO~
then hungry and legs breaking, we went to bread talk buy some bread. sadly, cant eat on mrt. grrr =.=
anyway, today was damn worth it la. lol xD

and tomorrow!!!
CRG. hehehehe. so excited. hope CRG will be there. LOL xD

oh yes and melanie told me all about that bastard. haha serves him right if he rots of loneliness. what kinda of bloody attitude is that? =.=

2009-06-21T21:08:00.003+08:00

im sooo tired~
hardly sleep at all these days. stay up late on the com talking to ppl. LOL
havent been ranting bt suju here(: isnt that good? cus ppl complain its damn boring lol
so i rant bt in on teukiepeach.bs
hahah xD

but something small bt suju
today is the last day of their Sorry Sorry album promos.
haiz
no more perf on Mubank, MC and Inki
feeling damn down now
i so look forward to weekends but now.. nothing T.T
but they still have Super Show II
they will make it a HUGE success!!!
Just come to Singapore!!!! T.T
oh yes, today is Magnae's Ryeowook birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYEOWOOK OPPA!!!!!!
teukie was SUPER sweet!!!
in the middle of today's inki perf he wished wookie happy birthday in the middle of his lines!!
gahhh~

anyway, there's no more school next week!!! WHEE~
tmr gna go flyer with wenshee dumb dumb. haha xD
so excited mannnn~
im so gona go out next week and enjoy myself. ahahaha
finally FINALLY we are having a break. hahah xD

2009-06-20T13:25:00.002+08:00

this blog is dying
school is over. finally they have the compassion to give us 5 days off :D
today going shopping~
feeling damn damn guilty
haiz
this week didnt do any work AT ALL =.=
its just home, com and sleep
next day like a zombie to school
lol

yesterday pon-ed e maths lesson with mel and candy when bugis shopping xD
bought nice stuffs there (:
had to come back for bio =.=
so when we went to tmall we only had a bloody 1/2 hour b4 night study :(
anyway next week gonna have lunch with shiying and show her CRG.
heheh
anyway that's all bye~

2009-06-20T12:56:00.004+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water lol

2. Last phone call: from my mum :p

3. Last text message: from shiying xD

4. Last song you listened to: It's You - Super Junior

5. Last time you cried: few days ago. hehe cus of 'a moment to remeber' lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: nahh

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nuh-uh

9. Lost someone special: yeah. my grandpa

10. Been depressed: duh. who doesnt? lol

11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Blue

13. Purple

14. Brown / white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yup. tons :D

16. Fallen out of love: well, sort of

17. Laughed until you cried: never. haha but i wanna see how it feels like one day xD

18. Met someone who changed you: erm... im not sure. haha xD

19. Found out who your true friends were: yup(:

20. Found out someone was talking about you: huh? found out someone was talking about me??

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: lol nope. kissed no hugged yes. haha

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 3/4 i suppose. haha

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2. no more. actually i cant stand those screaming and wailing kids. noise gets to my head and i go mad. LOL

24. Do you have any pets: used to. until i fed them too much and they moved on :(

25. Do you want to change your name: nahh. im happy with it xD

26. What did you do for your last birthday: erm what i did? nothing. just received pressies. LOL jkjk

27. What time did you wake up today: 8am =.= its supposed to be a saturday dammit. but i cant sleep till so late T.T

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chatting online with shiying and jojo

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: o levels to be over and get into MJC altho according to shiying ur life turns more hellish. haha

30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning -.-

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing actually. but i wanna change many things bt myself tho xD

32. What are you listening to right now:nothing. the bloody construction noise downstairs -.-

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: oh u mean tom cruise? lol jkjk nope.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: its not who, its what. the bloody screaming of the kid next door

35. Most visited webpage: youtube :D

36. Whats your real name: Meiyen. i dont make up fake names. lol

37. Nicknames: erm meiyenny, fishy person -.- blah

38. Relationship Status: attached to teukie. lol i wish

39. Zodiac sign: capricorn xD

40. Male or female?: female -.- guys are not so idle to do this.

41. Elementary?: PVPS

42. Middle School?: DSS

43. High school/college?: MJC [wishing..]

44. Hair colour: Brown black

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 157 -.-

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeah ;D besides yeteukhaneunchul. lol

48. What do you like about yourself?: erm im not a fussy person i guess

49. Piercings: 2

50. Tattoos: nil

51. Righty or lefty: right xD rightys rule the world xD

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: pri sch. some dentist thingy

53. First piercing: pri 6 i think

54. First best friend: felicia. lol in K2

55. First sport you joined: cycling -.-

56. First vacation: dont rmb. but it should be m'sia i guess

58. First pair of trainers: u dont need to know and i dont need to wrack my brains to think of it either =.=

59. Eating: nothing (:

60. Drinking: nothing lol

61. I'm about to: have lunch. haha

62. Listening to: THE BLOODY CONSTRUCTION NOISE

63. Waiting for: my lunch :D

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?: yup :D

65. Get Married?: duh

66. Career?: erm i suppose something in business? lol nt sure. but psychology is nice too. haiz. well some high-flying, well-paid job i suppose xD

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: eyes or maybe its lips. lol i dunno la.

68. Hugs or kisses: both :D but it depends on the person giving them xD

69. Shorter or taller: well, average i suppose

70. Older or Younger: younger :D as in the before late twenties kind of younger xD

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both! (:

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: erm, both i guess

73. Sensitive or loud: i dont want a loud mouth neither do i want a tortoise. so have to strike a balance

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship =.=

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: argh both are bad qualities i suppose. so maybe something in the middle

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: nahh

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeah. my specs

79. Sex on first date: ewww

80. Broken someone's heart: dont think so :p

82. Been arrested: nope. im nt some psycho.

83. Turned someone down: eh.. yeah.

84. Cried when someone died: definitely

85. Fallen for a friend?: not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: when good things happen to me, yeah xD

87. Miracles: maybe(:

88. Love at first sight: yup :D

89. Heaven: of course.

90. Santa Claus: nahh. the stupid old man never visited me once.

91. Kiss on the first date: could be possible.

92. Angels: YES.YES.YES. i know one xD

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no

95. Did you sing today?: yeah ;D

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to when i was sec1 i suppose.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: so many days i would pick. i dunno. the happy parts when i just relaxed during band :D

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: well, a little. not really

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: huh?

100 truths for you:

= Melanie

= Wenshee

= Jiaying

= Alex

= Yuquan

2009-06-14T00:08:00.002+08:00

okay havent been posting for a long time
i've been busy with lotsa stuff
the SJ thingy for shiying, going to PC show and tuition and stuffs

okay the PC show. i did the dumbest thing i had ever done in my entire life.
i bought the 4GB mem card for like 20+ bucks then i accidentally THREW IT AWAY
like WTF?! i must the world's biggest idiot
then my dad was like damn pissed. well for like 1/2 hour only la
lol daddy was so nice
he offered to go the PC show today AGAIN when i lost the stupid mem card the day before

and he bought me a new one! gahhh <3 my daddy lots lots
he didnt even scold me or anything
just keep saying 'eh, where is it ah? be careful u dont throw it away again'
LOL
and he bought a com for my mum~
the acer aspire 10'1 inch one
so nice~ altho it's a tad small haha xD

anyway. i wont be blogging much about suju stuff here anymore cus i know it's damn boring to keep coming to my blog and see me ranting about them
i will rant bt them on teukiepeach.bs
haha ;D

anyway, im starting to hate school. i have this friend in NY, they're having their summer break
and its really a BREAK
like NO teachers, NO school and no bloody reminders of work.
and omo, here we are going back to school every single fucking day
haiz
must bear with it..

2009-06-11T17:48:00.003+08:00

i have no idea what is happening to teukie nowadays. i read his posts on cyworld. he doesnt seem to sound like himself. he sounds down.
i dont wanna post his entries here cus they're kinda long.
but he's sounds really... emo now.
teukie...
lol ok im rambling. but seriously. ELFs are worried about teukie.
haiz.
he's been drinking. and he wanna go to church lol
i'd been really looking forward to tmr cus its friday.. and they will be starting their performance.
but somehow, if teukie's down. i'd rather suju not perform.
dont wanna see teukie putting on a fake smile and everything

argh okay nvm. im just talking rubbish just wondering why teukie's like that :D
ah well
today was kinda okay.
the chinese and english oral consultation which i had previously thought as utterly useless and waste of time turned out to be pretty useful actually :D
i learned smth from it~
have lotsa homework, but i seem to be glued to the com. heh

tmr making passport. so not going to school lol xD
but going back for night study
i really hope i can get my 4gb mem stick tmr! whee~

2009-06-08T20:44:00.004+08:00

today was fun :D
ms ong had eng lesson aft sch, so i couldnt watch NATM2, so in the end me and amanda decided to watch hannah montana instead
at first i was sceptical, although there were good reviews. but in the end, it was totally worth it :DD

seriously
it's not only about bimbotic stuff as ppl like to think, but its also stuff bt friends and everything .
and and and. no show would be complete w/o miley having a gorgeous co-star to top it off
soo...
its LUCAS TILL
whee~ he was pretty hot
cant find any flattering pics of him tho. he's best viewed in motion :D

lol then we finished and walked around.
i sosososo want an Ipod Touch!!
argh. i should take me about 5 months to save enough $$, so yay! EOY can bug my dad to get it :D
bought lotsa earrings too. on sale ;D

amanda sorta knows suju too ((:
but only yesung, eunhyuk and hankyung
LOL but she listens to sorry sorry! :D

got vids.
HERE is a vid of girls totally EMBARRASSING themselves in front of suju by perf
FIRE by 2ne1 in a totally shamless way

it's like wow, i cant believe it. in front of a national audience too
i really want subs tho:( so i can hear wat teukie is shouting about when they're 'performing'
LOL and shiwon looked totally shocked and horrified and the girl was like molesting him -.-

and and and there is this SUPER NICE piano version of It's You!
omg the person is like so cool. and she played it by ear~

2009-06-07T21:55:00.003+08:00

i lost my best sms-ing buddy:(
lol random
but on a higher note, tmr brings great promises of movies and shopping sprees!
yay!!
haha
and as usual, today's suju inkigayo's perf.

heechul screamed out of tune in 2:56! T.T
and OMO YE SUNG!!! HE DID WHAT TO HIS HAIR?
its like black with a capping of WHITE
lol he's rocking the grandpa concept with Kangin
haha
and as usual, TEUKIE owns~
he's been smiling more often during perf these days
hope he's happy :D

haha. i saved my geog under drafts in hotmail then it disappeared.
damn one day i must go re do it
haiz
oh man:(

anyway, end of weekend alr and tmr is monday
school. oh man:(

celebrated father's day today!
Happy Father's Day!! :D

i ate a huge fucking bowl of salad for dinner
wtf worst choice ever. nearly puked and i ate it for nearly an hour
LOL
im not a veggie person haha :D

i make some of the worst careless mistakes in the whole world and sometimes i just wonder how is it possible i passed maths. boo

2009-06-07T08:38:00.003+08:00

i love fridays, saturdays and sundays the most :DD
cus its the time when super junior will performing
so about 2hours after every performance i will go youtube and some user will surely post their live perf vid. whee~
i <33 yesterday's perf the most :D
haha besides their debut It's You perf la.

cus teukie was smiling during 0:42 till the end of his part. so cuteee~

2009-06-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

Wow. This has really pissed me off for a long time so whatever.
I dont really care if ur happy about this or not.
U keep telling yourself, oh it's only my ego that's important, I shouldnt care about what they say cus they're all retards anyway. but trampling on other people's self esteem isn't the way
i have seen u do it to others many times before
it's like a live for yourself kind of thing.
just do what pleases you and have a 'hey, i shouldnt step out of my comfort zone for others' kinda attitude
well if u dont make an effort so why should I?
I dont care anymore, if u keep complaining about every single thing and being pessimistic, it's your loss, not mine.
don't ask me who and don't assume you're the one I'm talking about.

2009-06-06T10:45:00.005+08:00

Please sign this petition for super junior to come to Singapore!!!
it will only take u a few minutes! Thank You!! ((:
http://www.petitiononline.com/Suju/petition-sign.html

And and and please vote for super junior for the 'battle of asian pop'!! tmr is the last day! please vote!! :D
http://www.channelv.com/rde/v/3119.htm

oh yes and this
quite a long time ago 'suju free hug event' for happiness MV making
altho no subs can get the general meaning.
free hug!! :D

AND this. a free hug event not long ago:D it was a week or two ago i think.
i wish there were more free hug events when stars come to singapore(:

OH YES!! the NEW MOON TRAILER. despite my biasedness against robert pattinson.. yeah well. i think this movie is gna be REAL good lol
jacob looks hot :D
THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer in HD

2009-06-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHH I CANNOT BELIEVE SUPER JUNIOR LOST TO SHINee ON MUSIC BANK AFTER WINNING FOR SO LONG!!! TRUE THEIR AUDIO WASNT THAT GOOD TODAY, BUT BUT BUT ARGHHHHH NOOOO T.T

OH BTW I REALISED FT ISLAND IS QUITE HOT TOO. AND THEY'RE QUITE YOUNG.I WAS EXPECTING LEE HONGKI TO BE LIKE 23/24, TURNS OUT HE'S 19 ONLY LOL :D SHOULD CONSIDER GOING TO SEE THEM THIS JUNE SINCE THEY'RE COMING XD
FT island's MV

oops sorry for speaking in caps cus i kinda down with suju nt winning mubank :(
ah, but SHINee is part of SM too so should be kinda happy for them(:

2009-06-04T16:05:00.005+08:00

i dreamt of cats a few nights ago.
everytime when i got into a lift with someone the cat will follow me in and before it could totally get in, the doors close and the tail got stuck outside and down the lift went with the cat not totally in. this happened a few times in my dream.
freaks me out
gahhh

Cat
To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an
independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power.
It also represents misfortune and bad luck.
The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous
toward you.
If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems
with the feminine aspect of yourself.
The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and
malicious.
If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a loss of independence and lack of autonomy.
To dream that a cat is biting you, symbolizes the
devouring female.
Perhaps you are taking and taking without giving.
You may be expressing some fear or frustration especially when something is
not going as planned.
To dream that you chase the cat away, signifies that
you will overcome your obstacles.
To see a white cat in your dream, denotes
that you are going through difficult times.
To see a black cat in your
dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic
abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate
the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck.

2009-06-03T20:06:00.004+08:00

Shun Oguri directs a
movie

Wednesday June 3, 2009 Japan
Submitted by meoinkie2
Popular actor Shun Oguri (26) is taking on his first directing job.
While actors becoming directors is nothing new, this is said to be the first
case for a star still in his twenties.
The movie's official title is still unknown, but those close to the project
are apparently calling it "Surely Someday."
Oguri, who is currently overseas for work, plans to start shooting this
summer.
Details are sparse, but the film is said to be a story of adolescence that
will feature a cast of handsome actors.
Oguri has wanted to try directing for a long time.
He was able to get this project rolling with the help of producer
Mataichiro Yamamoto, who heads Oguri's management agency Tristone, and his
father, stage director Tetsuya Oguri.
The actor has already done a little directing, working on the short "manner
CM" that played in theaters for "Crows ZERO II."
"Surely Someday" is expected to open in theaters next year.
tokyograph

2009-06-02T17:22:00.002+08:00

am watching super junior's A Walk To Remember on Youtube now.
gahhh so touching
i don't know why i thought 13 people were alot of members to have in a boy band.
i think it's the best no. it doesnt seem that many to me now.
any less would be like a limb chopped off. LOL
will post quotes from there the next time i have time
this is one of my favourite quotes :D

When the camera starts running, I change from park jung soo to
leeteuk. This lee teuk is perfect, he can't make any mistakes.
- Park Jung Soo

2009-05-31T18:54:00.003+08:00

oh yes oh yea
i nearly forgot
melanie told me that SUJU's anniversary was 4 days ago
gahhhh cant believe i forgot/didnt know
anyway
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR~
hope u guys will continue to top charts weekly and ELFS are gonna show SUJU that the world is Pearl Sapphire Blue :D
superjunior are sweet, emotional, cool and really really great~~
SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING! ;D

i want my piercings and suju accessories~ ;D

2009-05-31T18:33:00.008+08:00

tomorrow's MT o levels and I'm idling away on the computer -.-
gahhh

oh yes, this is super junior's It's You perf yesterday at Music Core
i dunno why but all of them look like they're in pain :(
and what's with teukie and his never ending 3/4 pants??
LOL

all of a sudden i have this impulse to go shopping :D
i need $$ tho :(
i want
an acer timeline white lappie, a lilac jacket, a new watch, sony camera, grey jeans from uniqlo, the music patterned top in T1, flats, a new wallet and bag (:
blah blah. i also wanna go cut my hair and go korea~

this year is so... :( i wanna go out but i have no time to do so T.T
but shiying says JC is even worse tho.
hmph

yesterday went to watch guitar concert at TJC
i totally forgot that i was going to watch so when shiying sms-ed me the night before about directions to TJC, i was mindlessly asking people for it and not knowing why she needed the directions
it was when she asked me what i was going to wear the next day then i was like 'oh yes! we are going to a concert tmr'
LOL
the concert was good ;D
i love their SYF pieces altho Ting Ting said it wasnt that good cus they rushed and messed it up
me and shiying saw smth v LOL during the exco perf haha ;D

maybe gna post pics and vids. nt sure yet..
and and and
i left my wallet and mac during lunch yesterday-.-
so when we rushed back there the manager took it already
thank goodness the auntie didnt dump it into the bin
haha
and in front of the whole mac and shiying laughing away i had to recite my name and my NRIC twice cus the manager couldnt hear anyway
so embarrassing..
gahhh

anyway, gotta go mug for chinese~

2009-05-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

okay, havent really talked about my results yet
basically sucky
except humanities
argh
failed E MATHS
gosh i feel like an idiot
i will never be sick during an exam again
a maths was sucky
careless mistakes are like... pissing me off
everything is careless
nearly every subject gt so many!!!
o lvls how?? T.T

anyway
had sports day on friday
last sports day in dmn :(
went to eat breakfast with melanie
she has a cough:(
lol made to drink tons of stuff everyday by her mum xD
it was pretty okay
but nt so good music cus too loud
but the sports were nice
esp the steeple chase
haha it was cool seeing everybody run then jump and fall inside water
LOL
went to ice cream aft tt
yummy~
but i spilled some on my shirt
bleah i look like i put shit on my shirt=.=

o level chinese on monday lehh:(
haiz terrible
bt gna melanie's house aft tt to watch mystery 6
YAY~
mtp session later
really hope my humans results will make my mummy happy enough to agree :D

2009-05-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

shiying asked me to do these quizzes :D

Your Taste in Music Says You're Cheerful

Your musical tastes are upbeat and conventional.

You are an easy going, optimistic person.

Family and friends are very important to you.

You enjoy caring for and helping other people.

You thrive in a tranquil environment, and you do your best to keep things peaceful.

You enjoy your life. You have your priorities straight.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Your Spiritual Number is Six

You bring communication and empathy into people's lives.

You are very open and understanding. You can accept difficult people.

Right now, your life is about being understood. You have trouble with your own vulnerability.

You end up playing the role of therapist in relationships, and it's hard to get people to ask about you.

You will take time out for those you love, even if you don't have much time. You can't help but be nurturing.

You are very responsible and ethical. You deliver on your promises.

What's Your Spiritual Number?

You Are Not A Show Off

You're happy with who you are, and you don't need other people's affirmations to prove it.

You don't really like excess attention, and you prefer to blend in with the crowd.

You are modest and humble. You don't make a big fuss out of your accomplishments.

You prefer to fly under the radar. The people who matter most will like you no matter what.

Are You a Showoff?

You Are a Crossword Puzzle

You are well read, and you have a good head for remembering facts.

You are a wordsmith. You have a way with words, and you're very literate.

You are a mysterious person who enjoys dropping little clues every now and then.

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

You Are Hibiscus

You are an optimistic, carefree person. You often express your happiness.

You value friendship and interaction. You are good at bringing people together.

You are enthusiastic and full of bliss. You bring a lot of positive energy to a group.

You are open and accepting. You don't have anything to hide, and you are able to love others for who they are.

What Herb Are You?

You Are Fruit Flavored Gum

You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book.

You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources.

While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people.

You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all.

You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure.

You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them.

What Flavor Gum Are You?

2009-05-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

found this on xiaxue's blog
damn cute!
i wonder why some people dont like it :(

it's a pygmy jerboa
very cute~

also i want an ACER TIMELINE!!!
argh its so light and pretty!!
i want!!
it's slightly smaller than a macbook and it works pretty fast.
lol my father's advice
cus i dunno wat to look for in a gd computer except it's asthetics
LOL
but but
i think there's only black and silver:(
hopefully more colors come out!
i want maybe a white one xD
got 3 types
but i want the 13.3 inch 1.6 kg one :D
whee~
i wanna get it ;DD

btw
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY NEOWENSHEE :DDD

2009-05-28T21:56:00.004+08:00

TEUKHAE~

havent been posting
still hooked on super junior LOL
rmbered all their names by birthdays alr! haha xD

Lee Teuk
Hee chul
Hankyun
Yesung
Kangin
Shindong
Sungmin
Eunhyuk
Donghae
Siwon
Ryeowook
Kibum
Kyuhyun

the youngest of the group are always called magnaes
so cute xD

quite some ppl in suju can play piano
Lee teuk, ryeowook, eunhyuk, hankyung, hee chul ;D
and i love it when lee teuk sings in english!
damn cute :D

haha melanie calls fans of kibum the 'bum-lovers' LOL
ryeowook has a really unique voice can spot it even when i hear a song for the first time ;D
melanie is obsessed about spreading the 'suju love' to everyone so she bugs everyone in class to watch 'Sorry Sorry'

love their songs from sorry sorry album!
esp it's you, sorry sorry and why i like you
:D :D

hee chul is damn damn damn pretty
gosh xD i think that he's even prettier than his sister. LOL jokin
his sister is really pretty too xD

when i watch vids yesung really cracks me up. he always offers to demo and in the his perf is really hilarious.
next time shall post vids!

if u wanna go look for TONS of suju stuff
go http://www.sj-world.net/
and and and
teukie's cyworld!!
i know its in jap but its damn nice!
posted hot pics of himself bt i cant save!! T.T
http://www.cyworld.com/jsplus

PARKJUNGSOO.PARKJUNGSOO
gahh teukie really loves white! angel haha :D
Suju <33>

My brother Lee Dong
Hae..
who's now become more than a fellow
member of the
group....
it's been 10 years
together..
we've been through
alot....
Happiness Sadness Joy
Tears..
we've been through it
all..
my little
brother....
when I come back from a tiring
schedule....
my brother makes me laugh by
saying..
hyung!!!hyung's really
jjang..ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..
how do you do it on
broadcasts?..
kekekeke I'm so
jealous..
kekekeke..
my little brother who can make me
smile....
when I lay down to sleep...
he calls out
hyung!!!!!!!........
I'm going to (sleep) beside
hyung..
and hw slips into the
blankets....
and then because it's annoying I
kick him away..
ㅋㅋㅋ then he comes back pretending
to be upset..
but its really
annoying..
kekekekekekekekekekekekekekek *and
the laughter goes on*..
he said: Hyung! When I leave for
China again, you'll be lonely...
now he's in
HongKong...
and I'm really
lonely..
ke..early morning even though he's
tired he's always willing
to talk about
worries and troubles throughout the
night.....
he always
says..
that he'll always believe in me and
will always follow me...
and it's because hyung is doing
well..
and he gives me
strength...ㅠㅠ..
Donghae ya!! I want you to be happy
always!!!......
do you remember that time when we
were crying together because we didn't know
what the future held for us,
whether we would be able to succeed, before we debuted?..
kkkk..
as now you're working ahead so
well..
so don't be worried
now....
Do your best!! Hyung will work hard
as well and become the
best Idol, and best
MC....
kekeke..
and then get
secured..
and bring you
up!!!!!!!
kekekekeke
promise!!!..
I'm alone in this big
room..
I'm lonely..
I miss you..
keke..
Your father in Heaven is always
watching over you and supporting you..!!!!..
Thank you..!!
Like you always said our health is
the most important!!!....
You be healthy
too!!..
My little brother Lee Donghae...!!
I LOVE YOU........................^^

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ahh so sweet

teukie's message to donghae

totally love teukhae xD

they are like real brothers!

2009-05-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

ahhhh
how i wish i had more $$$
grrr
went to t1 and bought 3 pens
lol
went to t1 that day with melanie bt no $ -.-
so in the end want so much stuff
only can see =.=
i think there is an unlimited amount of super junior on the internet
i can nvr seem to finish watching and reading them
which is very good
LOL xD

my phone is gna burst
seriously need more mem. like 5-8 GB mem card.
my current one wont be able to hold much more vids, pics and music anymore
gahhh

oh sidenote:
received like 5 out of 8 results so far.
humanities was the best
first time out of like dunno a million times i passed.
FIRST TIME
i bloody failed humanities the moment i took up the subject but now for the very first time i passed with a B, so im really pleased :DD

2009-05-19T21:40:00.003+08:00

Super Junior had this song 'Marry U'
so once there was this time the fans sang the whole song to them while suju was on stage
they were so touched that they cried
aww
its touching when u know so many thousands of people adore u so much that they're willing to memorise it and sing it for you...

2009-05-18T15:52:00.003+08:00

haiz. this is totally depressing
read on forums that lee teukie's dimples were disppearing and when i looked at the pics, true enough, his dimples are gone!!
look back at his gorgeous pictures a few years back, i think he has aged.
T.T
i hope lee teukie eats more, rests well and be back to how he was once before. i think he has too much work.
oh mann.
really depressing
gosh. haiz.
feeling really down now.
damn physics and chem paper 1
who cares.
lee teukie is getting old
blah
i want him to get back to how he looked a year or two ago!!
happy and gorgeous.
i think he got veneers for his teeth too.
blah i think it's totally unnecessary though. saw his teeth last time and i thought it looked perfectly fine =(
tons of ELFs agree with me too
(oh please, they are not called 'fake' teeth -.-)

2009-05-17T19:41:00.001+08:00

omg omg
i know i havent blogged in ages

that's cus i have been soooo obsessed with super junior.
logged into my Youtube account 24/7 and watching their videos. one after another.
i swear Youtube and SM entertainment are the few miraculous things that were created after thomas edison and his light
LOL

anyway going crazy here
SJ just performed their new song It's You LIVE
TODAY i think
omg~
i sooo wanna go korea
gna post the live performance
teukie and his ponytail, eunhyuk and his gorgeous chest dance and kyuhyun and his white skinnies.
gahhhhhhhh

2009-05-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Found this damn hilarious

A passenger in a taxi tapped the driver on the shoulder to ask him something.

The driver screamed, lost control of the cab, nearly hit a bus, drove up over the curb, and stopped just inches from a large plate glass window.

For a few moments everything was silent in the cab, then the driver said, "please, don't ever do that again you scared the daylights out of me".

The passenger, who was also frightened, apologised and said he didn't realise that a tap on the shoulder could frighten him so much, to which the driver replied, "I'm very sorry, it's really not your fault at all.

Today is my first day driving a cab.

I've been driving a hearse for the last 25 years."

http://www.humordb.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/Orgrimmar.woa/wa/featuredHumors?page=1

2009-05-10T21:08:00.004+08:00

blah blah
havent really been blogging lately due to mid years and my obsession with super junior xD
argh i think i screwed up e maths.
was sick that day and puked in the morning then my shirt got wet
and had to spend like few bloody hours in the hall
i swear its like 10 degrees in there

anyway! super junior! im currently obsessed with them.
i've finally learnt ALL their names and can rmb them
picked two favourites out of all my faves(:
LEE TEUK and EUNHYUK!!!
gosh both of them are the best xD
there are still others which are good.
hmm, let me see, ryeowook, kyuhyun, hankyung and yesung
rest are heechul, donghae, shindong, kangin, sungmin, kibum and siwon
but all of them are good. special in their own way!
haha spend most of my time thinking of them and i so wanna use com everyday!

stupid midyears! get over soon! LOL its like a illness. must get over it soon!
haha feeling ultra guilty now. gotta go study bio-.-
its like i wanna use com when im studying and now im using com, i feel the urge to study =.=

haiz ok shall post some pics of leeteuk :D

so cute~~

after exams gna watch all of their mini shows, vampire knight, la corda d'oro and 10 promises to my dog!
Whee~~

cya!

A mistake isn't a mistake unless it cant be put right.

2009-05-08T16:47:00.006+08:00

watch this! damn hilarious LOL

2009-05-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

argh
this is what i get when i try to mix and match templates
total disaster
i lost my old template when i was in the process of changing it to the onion head one then i messed it up so i have to take some picture to compensate
so now my blogskin, very weird
gahh
i might get sued for copyright even.
haiz nvm, one day i'll go find a nice onion tou one(:

2009-05-03T19:57:00.001+08:00

blah blah~ using the com now cus i damn pissed with the bugs in my room.
lol
today studied physics and geog. damn sian man...
i dun wanna study anymore
i screwed up my phy SPA anw. wa lao!!
Y=MX+C!!!
fuck sia.

i think im going to change blogskin.

2009-05-02T12:36:00.014+08:00

ahhh... my blog is like virtually dead. too lazy to update recently..
gahh mid years are coming soon!!! T.T and everybody is busy chionging.
i MUST MUST pass humanities. oh man :(

okay, anyway nt really much has happened. we got a silver in SYF :( and i passed my geog test xD
wanna really mug hard for this mid year. go go! :D

melanie intro me to Super Junior and some of them are damn nice! ((:
ok gna post pics. and im obsessed with this anime im watching!
La Corda D'oro Primo Passo~
damn nice xD

SUPER JUNIOR

okay. i cant really match all their faces to the names yet, so i may ger it wrong. im still in the process of learning yeah but here, enjoy! :D

erm, i think he is hee chul

ok they are damn cute!! it's ryeowook and sungmin! :D

leader! Lee Teuk (: okay according to melanie, he looks gay at first but is quite hot in action xD

this cute guy too! its ki bum! haha i like his eyes. damn sparkly xD

hmm okay, so i think this is ye sung.

this is kyu hyun right? the newest member..

and this's eun hyuk!! :D

Sung Min!! xD

and shi won!! :DD

okay, so this is all i remember. if i find more then i'll upload them (:

KAT-TUN

now on to some old loves <33 style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" >Akanishi Jin, Kamenashi Kazuya and Taguchi Junnosuke from KAT-TUN!! missed them lots xD

akanishi(:

taguchi ;D

kame! <33 style="cursor: pointer; width: 207px; height: 287px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_CtswXZmjM4w/SfvTzGEJFHI/AAAAAAAAAa8/S0U1mkJAEcg/s320/normal_H0T+02.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331087458677888114" border="0">

okay, now for the last thing! LA CORDA~
gosh i love the show lots xD
its like this group of students are brought together by this music competition. the main lead, hino is given a magic violin and she participates too. all the guys there ends up falling for her xD

yunoki azuma and len tsukimori are the hottest xD

len and hino :D they're the sweetest couple(:

yunoki :DDD

oh yes and not to forget. teppei~~ lol. he's damn cute! part of this duo, WaT xD

and meet my fave cartoon character ever! the ONION TOU!!! :DD
recognise him??

so adorable right?? xD

ok gtg. cya~

2009-04-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

blah, extreme mushiness below. pls dont read if ur gonna roll ur eyes.

this is to my special special someone :D

heya i know ur nt quite surprised to see this but anyway.
i know u sometimes got this ahem attitude problem thingy but its okay.
friends accept one another regardless of anything and ur one of the best things that happened to me :D
some people dont even have the blessing of having a best friend who they can share the world with.
so i just wanna say u mean alot and alot to me [u know, the platonic other half thingy] and i know our friendship will stay on forever and ever xD

2009-03-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

okay finally back to blogging
damn lazy to blog nowadays
the band camp post is half done and saved in my drafts
shall post it when i have the motivation to finish it xD

altho today is only tues, this week feels so tiring. haiz
chiong-ed 4 bloody chinese compos today sian. writing like siao lidat.
screwed both maths up
just passed both only lei... haiz die die man :(
nw i very scared humanities. let me pass!!!

all my subs is always one or half mark to A2/A1
like wtf man?! so annoying la. wa lao
totally disappointed with physics. i know the basics but im careless and nt enough practice T.T

okay anw will nt dwell on sad stuffs. im so gna chiong like mad aft SYF.
jiayou!!
btw having band prac everyday. i love love love BAND!!!

i dont mind going everyday xDDDD

2009-03-13T23:15:00.004+08:00

okay common tests are over!! yay~
tonight slacking bt gotta wake up so early tmr :( for band
anyway

i screwed BOTH my maths papers up. like what the?
if i flunk im so dead.. oh man T.T
but i passed my chem!
yipee!
got B4 but no careless mistakes i could have gotten A =.=
i tot the separating funnel was a filter paper. gosh

oh yes and my daddy bought The Host back for me from London ystd! yay xD
wish mummy would come home soon tho so quiet :(

went to meet shiying for lunch ystd
actually wanted to meet then go eat
but in the end ended up at my house
she's obsessed with melted cheese, my sister's scooter and the 'kitchen garden' haha xD
damn LOL
haiz. everytime like cant talk finsh with her lidat. haha like so many things to say

haiz. there are lessons in the hols.
crap. busy for whole hols T.T
anw today went to cut hair aft sch.
my fringe ended up shorter than expected but overall its ok
ponytail like chicken tail so short xD

went for first night study session aft tt.
ok la. did compre, had break, slacked and blah
now very tired... zzzz

oh ya! pics from last time S.H.E east point mall there. the TONS of ppl and a teeny weeny pic of S.H.E lol :D

lol they look so small haha xD

The word happiness would lose its meaning if not balanced by sadness

SYF

2009-03-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

OH MY GOSH!
exactly one month to SYF!!
exactly ONE month later, at 5pm dunman band is gonna be at SCH performing.
all our sweat blood tears for just that 10mins or so.
hope it will be worth it
gosh
its just like the previous SYF, we're gonna be the last band playing.
omgomg
so little little little time.
i want intensive practice
i dont mind an everyday practice schedule or anything.
i just want us to get better and better by every practice
i think i'll feel lost once we stand down
no more band
haiz

ok, moving on
tmr only got 2 hours of school! =.=
so i go school for bio then finish-.-
gotta bring health booklet xD
thurs gonna perform for Minister of State at Suntec.
nervous. hope we dont screw up
gonna go for chem mock SPA in band uniform. weird.

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function

band

2009-03-02T21:19:00.010+08:00

today went for the rehearsal thingy at suntec. quite ok lar. crapped on the bus.
the people at suntec were so... hmm. not really picky actually. but kinda particular about every little detail
so we went through the procedure for a million times before we were allowed to go

took loadsa pics on the bus LOL
gahh so pissed. took random vids with the microphone OFF=.=
so its like vid with no sound. mime ah -.-
wanted to go dinner with wenshee they all.
but had tuition so argh.. nvm

haiz actually i dont want band to ever end. gosh so crappy
oh whatever i got tons of work to complete, so cya! xD

A real friend is someone who walks in when
the rest of the world walks out.

2009-03-01T20:24:00.008+08:00

friday was fun :D
lol went lunch with wenshee n jiaying at ljs.
later met up with darren, xuanhong paul n khairi
went to sunplaza park again xD
this time they played catching with a bunch of primary sch china kids.
lol so hilarious
watched at the side with wenshee jiaying and paul (:

a slinky flea. something melanie and wenshee taught me.
slinky: something's that good for nothin yet people laugh when they fall :D
flea: something irritating thats good for nothing. it just sticks to people and cause them harm. when the people cant stand it anymore, they just flick it away or kill it :D

oh yes, MJSB is playing machu picchu for their SYF choice piece! so cool xD
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and the clar link: http://www.buffet-crampon.com/en/instruments.php?mode=productsList&cid=10

ah and the 'bouncey' shoes i promised shiying(:

i think the shoe below is nicer than the one above :D i call the below one 'bouncey' shoes xD the one below is nicer right? can see the diff? :D

Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils ... - Louis Hector Berlioz

2009-02-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

wow. i didnt know that Bleeding Love was orignially composed by Jesse Mcartney ;D

2009-02-23T18:39:00.004+08:00

Quiz shiying asked me to take :D

Your Power Bird is an Eagle

You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.

You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.

And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.

People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.

What's Your Power Bird?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

LOL.
also took the humanmetrics quiz.
got ISFJ - counselling /management.
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes1.htm
and today. omg fell down during PE lesson. crap la
nvr got so bad injury for years
haiz. bathing will be torture man :(

2009-02-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

on saturday went for Dunman bazaar.
it was okay lar.
not as fun as the previous years i suppose :(
anyway, tended to stall walked around the played games.
i won a super cute soft toy from jinting's stall! :D
damn soft xD
all the stuff there very cheap too
only regret was not buying the super nice looking burger there
u noe, those kind like sell in pasar malam one. hehe xD

after that me and melanie went off early
went to shop shop at TM
to pass time [i wish we hadnt =.=]
finally went to Simei to wait for S.H.E to come!
wish we had gone earlier lor
so many freaking people
should have brought a book to read ;D
took lotsa pics and vids. but lazy to post xD
maybe next time...

anyway eastpoint mall was damn small
so the stage was at ground floor and surrounding it was all the levels.
so the 1st, 2nd, 3rd [we were on that floor], 4th and i think got 5th? floor was completely filled up
damn lot of ppl.
but no space so me and melanie sat at 3rd floor facing side of stage. so sad it was not in front of stage:(

anyway
super high when S.H.E came out
ppl screamed like siao
S.H.E and the MCs talked alot. couldnt hear tho :(
then finally! aft an hour. they sang two songs. lol then we went back to eat macs and home :D
i dont feel guilty about not attending bio thing anymore xD

2009-02-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

he's the coolest xDD

You Crave a Blissful Life

Your dream is to live a light hearted, carefree life. You don't want to be bogged down by stress.

You'd like to recapture some of the playfulness and innocence you had as a child.

You believe that life should be about celebrations and fun. The world needs more happiness.

You want to focus on the positive and stay optimistic. It's too easy to get depressed.

The Sunset Test

this quiz is the nicest one of all i've taken. the pictures are gorgeous :DD

2009-02-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

i hope the rumors melanie told me wont come true tmr:(

and i love fridays xD
its the hang out with paul and gang at sunplaza park day xD
except today i got tuition :(

tmr care n share!
somehow i wish im going to the teachers concert :(

if et comes to visit on sunday im gonna cry outta anger.
anw. so much hw and tests coming up man.
need to jiayou!!
must think of ultimate goal, MJC!!
hahaha :DD

shiying having road race tmr. the name damn cute man. road race~
like hamster. haha xD
MJC got alotta cute sound names :DD

you dont even care about her. sometimes u try hard to have so many friends that ur only bonding to them on the superficial level. what's the point? you piss me off so much sometimes.

2009-02-19T22:42:00.006+08:00

today went for physics remedial.
oh gosh im starting to like physics alot man.
thanks mr kang and melanie(:

oh yes, shiying got into band in MJC~
yipee!!! im striving to get into MJC too xD
must get below 10 point for o'levels!
but must improve humanities alot):

random stuff me n wenshee saw:
If i wanna talk to an asshole, I'd fart [very very appropriate]
Smile for the speed camera! xD
Picking your ears is just like digging your nose o.O [wenshee's theory :D]

these days very rumour-y.
alot of gossip flying around o.O

ok band stuff now.
the reeds!
last week, someone told me that Zonda reeds were better than Vandoren reeds. i was like Wtf?!
D.Tan said that Vandoren reeds were the best so we bought one whole collection of them to last us for ages. wa lao =.=
Mr Chow uses Zonda reeds too! i wanna use too T.T
see, the logo of Zonda is much prettier than Vandoren ones xD

hey wenshee look at this chart so cool xD didnt know got soft medium hard ones xD

i think Zonda looks cooler xD
but vandoren is good too :DD

Saturday is Dunman Bazaar Day!!
Do come!! :D
gonna do morning shift
but later dunno whether wanna attend bio SPA thingy anot lei :(

ok cya~ gotta do hw now :D

They say that God loves you unconditionally, but those sound like alot of conditions to me - Jodi Picoult, Change of Heart

2009-02-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

ouch.
and all it takes is for one person to start the war.
just one.

2009-02-13T22:10:00.003+08:00

okay now cooled down.
gonna post some stuff about today.
had bio and ss test today and i think i gonna flunk them both. boo..
aft sch went for some zuo wen thingy
wasted my $$ and time. teacher pissed me off too=.=
at the end had to go for orientation but had to chiong ss too
orientation damn LOL
saw new juniors.
very cute esp le yang. haha xD

now i gonna call jinting teddy bear. cus she is so retarded damn cute plus funny. wanna pinch her cheeks everytime i see her mann!!~
played tree and squirrel thing
xuanhong khairi and nadim was damn LOL and sicko lor.
bungalow tree. haha :D

walked to sunplaza park with xuanhong khairi paul wenshee and jiaying
on the way saw real life drama thingy man.
this guy was apparently 'hugging' this girl but he was angling her body in a weird way
so i was like oh well, weird couple and ignored them and walked on.
suddenly about 100m away from them we heard sort of shouting and screaming and we turned back la
the guy was like pulling onto the girl as she screamed and tried to run away
oh gosh
she fell down and he started to drag her but she tried to get away
he started yelling too and ripped her jacket i think and started abusing her
like whacking and slapping her.
omg
then we all shock there
wanted to call police but passers by tried to stop them and brought them into some counselling thing.
then police came then we ah well ok went off.
lol this still feels weird.
like not real.

2009-02-13T21:27:00.004+08:00

so bloody pissed now.
will not say who just wanna say this.

firstly, i hate ur effing attitude.
fine u did well for PSLE who gives a fuck?
ur lucky u came to dunman
that mrs neo would offer you a position here.
ungrateful much?
get out of here and go into another school then.
who needs people like you?
instead of thinking that dunman owes u something, why dont u give something to dunman then?
u cant spell words properly
u complain that dunman is lousy and crappy and whatever
then go back to ur primary school since you love them so much
get lost. we dont need shits like you
i have never been so offensive towards a junior before but since u bloody insulted dunman and everything, i will not hesitate to say what i think of you.

2009-02-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

today was damn fun sia xD
glad lynn is back! :D she is freaking funny man xD
aft sch went eat lunch with melanie at N2 there gave her heart attack when i suddenly got off the bus . LOL

then nth to do so went to dumbdumb house to slack.
xD
at first stand outside with a calculator and a shirt pretending to read book like a toot cus she went to ans phone
then went in kpo looked at pics and 'explore' abit. damn nice her house. to me la. even though nt expensively furnished but got that nice feel :DDD
so watched a movie and fell asleep halfway through =.=
it was nt boring la, just that i too tired already :(
woke up, watched variety show, did homework and talked loadsa nonsense.
haha
so my afternoon was gone~
but i think i did my homework faster than i ever did any this week xD
there got good studying vibe ;D
LOL

anyway im glad wenshee enjoyed her day out today :DD

and i like the name Rufus xD
i mean for a naked mole rat is cute ;D

2009-02-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

today was pretty.. sucky. u could say that.
argh anyway, i just have to say this.

you never bother to step out of your comfort zone even for your friends. maybe for the ones you idolise, yes. but never your friends. always went with you even if i was unwilling, just cus u wanted something, no matter how small. okay maybe you could say it's my choice, you didnt force me to. but hey, you're my friend okay, of cus i dont wanna leave u alone. but just a simple request and u just ditched me like that. it hurts. but you never see it cus u never have thought about how your words hurt people. just think about it. little things help. doesnt matter if it isn't a major thing or something really artistic. it comes from the heart and people feel it.

it's not who you people think i'm referring to.

blah blah. abit pissed today cus i was so anxious like shit for the audition and he postponed it. wtf mann...

maybe if i didnt give my all to people then it wouldn't hurt so much.

2009-02-01T16:59:00.003+08:00

oh gosh. gotta love wenshee's thank you dedication man.
she just loves her friends sooo much to remember the lovely things they did for her. haha xD
LOL.
hope tmr got sectionals. promised to teach jinting.
oh yes.
a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NG YU QUAN!!!!!!
gahh. u are sixteen. ONE-SIX. gosh. everybody's turning 16 T.T
jiaying u must go for mahjong with meee!! haha
i like the way she says gehlengkia :DDD
anyway, gotta go do homework. haizzz
cya~

coward, self centred. im just tired of promises that don't work. i will end it. i dont want any nonsense. just peace. there will be nothing more of you. this will be the last.

2009-01-31T18:34:00.010+08:00

Haha. Loser.
Big Fat Fucking Loser.
just fuck off man.
no need to waste my time.

today went for ww sectionals, sectionals and band
it was pretty okay i suppose. just that the music room was freaking cold.
the first half of the day [meaning before lunch] was pretty terrible.
sulked the whole way throughout lunch. bleah. bloody pissed.
yeah so i learnt my lesson.
after that, band. mr lim came and we practised and stuff.
auditions next tuesday T.T

after band we 'celebrated' yuquan's birthday.
haha wanted to pour pails of water on him but he figured it out =.=
so we snuck up on him and poured bottles of water on him xD
had a water fight xD
yuquan, xuanhong and mingxuan hid inside the boy's toilet [altho there was gross shit inside]
but still kena them :D
so fun~
wenshee and jiaying got totally soaked to the skin.
me smart poured water on ppl but i nvr kena ((:
wenshee and jiaying chased each other to the front of the general office n jiaying splashed water all over the floor ;D
mrs neo came outside and scolded us. heh xD

worst was yuquan. he was drenched from head to toe and ran home like that. even though he brought clothes to change xD
and i accidentally emptied a small yellow of water on mingxuan. sorry! :S
haha and the last one i attacked was xuanhong xD
he was trying to get away on a bicycle then i emptied a bottle of water on his head :DD

okay pics! :D not from today((:

SICKO. LOL :D

khairi act cute =.=

haha neowenshee :D

LOL

lol emo.

see the park so shuang~

xD

okay now. vids! sorry if they are not rotated :(

saw this girl swinging in the park. almost 90 degrees. oh man~ haha and there's a JJ song playing in e background

khairi trying to jump across a drain. damn retarded haha xD

yuquan's birthday surprise today xD see him hug mingxuan soaking wet :D

last vid. yuquan got soaked by paul and started wailing. haha xD xuanhong said it was 'happy slapping' ;D

2009-01-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

Shiying got into MJC!!! congrats!!!! xD
gahhh. im so happy for her!! :D now im really gonna work hard to get there too ((:

today aft sectionals went out with xuanhong, paul, wenshee and xi en to have lunch. walked all the way to TM [45 mins =.=] and got assaulted by ants on the way :(
lol went for lunch at LJS and khairi joined us. and then NTUC for stuff... then walk walk. damn funny i tell u these ppl xD
nth to do so went sunplaza park and slacked for the rest of the day till like 7plus 8 then went home.
damn shuang~
xuanhong can do loadsa funny voices. i think its a guy's thing ...

Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

2009-01-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…
(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.